this is a long one
just got back from Garden State. It was even better the second time. For some reason i cried twice as hard. Guess what's coming? A lot of ramblingggg...
Seeing that movie really makes you think. It's so cliche and it's hard to put in words, but seriously, you just need to be yourself. Be free. Be whatever you want. Do what you want. Whatever it takes to find youself. If you like someone, and want to be with them, what's stopping you? Tell people how you feel. Don't be afraid. I want to stop being afraid.I'm afraid to be alone. When I'm alone somewhere I get paranoid and feel small. I don't want to let anyone make me feel small. I want to feel pretty. I want to feel good about myself. I don't want to let anyone take those feelings away from me or stop me from having them. I wish I didn't stress about things like homework. I wish I didn't try so hard to make people like me. I don't want to care so much about what I look like. I never want to make fun of anyone behind they're back. We waste so much energy being negative. I want to be and think positive. I want to be original and less ordinary.I want to be nicer towards my family. I want to have my friends value me as much as I value them. I want to have a boyfriend. I want to be less hyper. I want to try eveything. I want to learn to play the guitar. I want to dance whenever I feel like it. I want to listen to music nonstop. I need to read more books. I want to not want so much. I want to enjoy school. I want to stop thinking of just myself. I want to help people. I want to love eveyone around me as much as possible. I want to be myself and never feel the need to change. I don't really know how to end this so,
peace.
Seeing that movie really makes you think. It's so cliche and it's hard to put in words, but seriously, you just need to be yourself. Be free. Be whatever you want. Do what you want. Whatever it takes to find youself. If you like someone, and want to be with them, what's stopping you? Tell people how you feel. Don't be afraid. I want to stop being afraid.I'm afraid to be alone. When I'm alone somewhere I get paranoid and feel small. I don't want to let anyone make me feel small. I want to feel pretty. I want to feel good about myself. I don't want to let anyone take those feelings away from me or stop me from having them. I wish I didn't stress about things like homework. I wish I didn't try so hard to make people like me. I don't want to care so much about what I look like. I never want to make fun of anyone behind they're back. We waste so much energy being negative. I want to be and think positive. I want to be original and less ordinary.I want to be nicer towards my family. I want to have my friends value me as much as I value them. I want to have a boyfriend. I want to be less hyper. I want to try eveything. I want to learn to play the guitar. I want to dance whenever I feel like it. I want to listen to music nonstop. I need to read more books. I want to not want so much. I want to enjoy school. I want to stop thinking of just myself. I want to help people. I want to love eveyone around me as much as possible. I want to be myself and never feel the need to change. I don't really know how to end this so,
peace.