I started a "real" blog. It's about food. You should read it.
90percentvegan.blogspot.com there is so much change going on that I honestly can't tell what's ground beneath my feet. It feels good to be developing my other interests, though I still feel very solitary and reserved most of the time, I may be emerging from my funk. We'll see. Lst weekend after about 8 years in storage, all my art supplies came out of boxes and are all ready at my fingertips at a moment's notice, so that's gotta be a good sign that something in me is ready to shift.
I still have no time or energy for "fun" and I'm still that friend who never calls you, but I will focus on those things in their time.