Feeling a little relieved...
I basically spilled my guts last night. I just let out everything that was bothering me. I realized that the combination of things happening to me and things happening within me was a little much to handle. I don't usually have these emo outbursts, but sometimes I feel so unsure of myself. What it comes down to is that I have changed a lot since high school, yeah, no big surprise, I know. It really is kind of hard for me though, it is really hitting me that neither my family nor myself are the same I remember from before. My family, let's not even get started on them... Myself, well, lets just say I have always been some sort of poster child for innocence and purity. Well, kind of. As much as I could be considering my upbringing. So, I still get to be a poster child, but for involvement, academics (kind of), and stuff like that. I kind of left the innocence behind, and it is hard for me to fathom.
In other news...
I have opened a new line of communication with someone that I had a very strange and fairly shallow relationship with, now hopefully things will be a little less awkward.
I am tabling during my lunch today.
Tonight is movie night, and I am really excited to go.
In other news...
I have opened a new line of communication with someone that I had a very strange and fairly shallow relationship with, now hopefully things will be a little less awkward.
I am tabling during my lunch today.
Tonight is movie night, and I am really excited to go.