What? Why am I naked???
I kind of gave up on people briefly last night...
I wanted people to go to the party with, but person after person kept bailing in one fashion or another, until I was sitting around waiting for a call and got another. I walked to the "hot guy house" with Rob, Jessica, and Lauren, but we promptly separated. Jodie called half way to apologize for not calling - luckily I expected it and hadn't bothered waiting. I had a bottle of wine, but after searching and finally asking, I discovered that there was no corkscrew. Brilliant - I may need to invest. In any case, everyone's favorite stoner, Evan, took out some enormous knife and pushed the cork in, successfully spraying everyone within a 2 yard radius with red wine, and for those of us within a foot of the bottle... I had a light misting of merlot all over my face, torso, and arms. I am thankful, once again, that I do not wear white very frequently. I was getting bored with the small talk, the book talk, and kind of most people there, so I decided it was because I was sober while everyone else was drunk. I decided to work quickly on my bottle of wine, while Noelle and I attempted to mingle.
At 11:30 at the latest, it was decided that the party would be pre-emptively broken up because of a neighbor's complaint. We were all encouraged to go here or there and urged out the door. Our group gained and lost people and changed as we walked, while on the way, we stopped at another house to say hello and chat for a bit. We left the house with a few new people, replacing some people we may have lost, and we walked further. We made a quick stop at Caps so some people could purchase some necessities, and we finally made it to Sean's house. We joined ranks with a handful of other people, some residents, some not, and we commenced with the drinking and debauching. I had a great conversation with Jenny and took a shot and drank a glass of wine to which a shot of vodka and a bit of juice had been added... it was... interesting. I don't believe I drank it all. We started wondering where people were, and I wandered downstairs and started to talk to some people I had never met before, one of whom was just listening to music, the other who was smoking a waterfall bong. I ended up just talking to them about random shit, and the waterfall kid, Skyler, set me up for one - I took it and was happy to find that I did not get paranoid or anything like that, I was quite happy and in a very affectionate mood. Noelle and I went upstairs and were hanging out, watching Conan, talking to people, whatever. Noelle decided it was time to walk back, but I wasn't really feeling like walking somewhere, Sean brought me a glass of water, and we walked back, or rather, I kind of stumbled back. Some thoughts on smoking: I always feel like my thoughts are really.... loud or powerful or something, and I have to consciously decide whether or not I can say them, whether or not I will say them, and then again, I think about if I did say them. I was very cautious about the train tracks, I didn't want to die, obvi. Also, I was way tired.
Once we made it home, I grabbed some food and then went to bed. It must have been an hour later when I awoke a bit and started freaking out because I was naked, I tried to feel my clothes, but they weren't there, and I was thinking, "Why am I naked, OH MY GOD, why?!?" thinking I was still at Sean's house on a couch or something, it couldn't have lasted more than a minute, I opened my eyes and saw... my room. Then I remembered - yes, I walked home, I took off my clothes, I went to bed... no need to panic.
I was awoken to early by a phone call and couldn't make it back to sleep, except lightly. I got up eventually and met with Kimber to go to brunch, we had a good time and brought back some of the really soft chocolate coookies... mmmmm.
Today there were tentative plans to go to Silver Falls, but the weather is shite... sooo.... I don't know.
I am kind of feeling like the CGLA thing isn't going anywhere and I am also feeling a little... ummm... frustrated... So I don't know if I can play this waiting game.
Tonight is going to be AWESOME. Can't wait.
I wanted people to go to the party with, but person after person kept bailing in one fashion or another, until I was sitting around waiting for a call and got another. I walked to the "hot guy house" with Rob, Jessica, and Lauren, but we promptly separated. Jodie called half way to apologize for not calling - luckily I expected it and hadn't bothered waiting. I had a bottle of wine, but after searching and finally asking, I discovered that there was no corkscrew. Brilliant - I may need to invest. In any case, everyone's favorite stoner, Evan, took out some enormous knife and pushed the cork in, successfully spraying everyone within a 2 yard radius with red wine, and for those of us within a foot of the bottle... I had a light misting of merlot all over my face, torso, and arms. I am thankful, once again, that I do not wear white very frequently. I was getting bored with the small talk, the book talk, and kind of most people there, so I decided it was because I was sober while everyone else was drunk. I decided to work quickly on my bottle of wine, while Noelle and I attempted to mingle.
At 11:30 at the latest, it was decided that the party would be pre-emptively broken up because of a neighbor's complaint. We were all encouraged to go here or there and urged out the door. Our group gained and lost people and changed as we walked, while on the way, we stopped at another house to say hello and chat for a bit. We left the house with a few new people, replacing some people we may have lost, and we walked further. We made a quick stop at Caps so some people could purchase some necessities, and we finally made it to Sean's house. We joined ranks with a handful of other people, some residents, some not, and we commenced with the drinking and debauching. I had a great conversation with Jenny and took a shot and drank a glass of wine to which a shot of vodka and a bit of juice had been added... it was... interesting. I don't believe I drank it all. We started wondering where people were, and I wandered downstairs and started to talk to some people I had never met before, one of whom was just listening to music, the other who was smoking a waterfall bong. I ended up just talking to them about random shit, and the waterfall kid, Skyler, set me up for one - I took it and was happy to find that I did not get paranoid or anything like that, I was quite happy and in a very affectionate mood. Noelle and I went upstairs and were hanging out, watching Conan, talking to people, whatever. Noelle decided it was time to walk back, but I wasn't really feeling like walking somewhere, Sean brought me a glass of water, and we walked back, or rather, I kind of stumbled back. Some thoughts on smoking: I always feel like my thoughts are really.... loud or powerful or something, and I have to consciously decide whether or not I can say them, whether or not I will say them, and then again, I think about if I did say them. I was very cautious about the train tracks, I didn't want to die, obvi. Also, I was way tired.
Once we made it home, I grabbed some food and then went to bed. It must have been an hour later when I awoke a bit and started freaking out because I was naked, I tried to feel my clothes, but they weren't there, and I was thinking, "Why am I naked, OH MY GOD, why?!?" thinking I was still at Sean's house on a couch or something, it couldn't have lasted more than a minute, I opened my eyes and saw... my room. Then I remembered - yes, I walked home, I took off my clothes, I went to bed... no need to panic.
I was awoken to early by a phone call and couldn't make it back to sleep, except lightly. I got up eventually and met with Kimber to go to brunch, we had a good time and brought back some of the really soft chocolate coookies... mmmmm.
Today there were tentative plans to go to Silver Falls, but the weather is shite... sooo.... I don't know.
I am kind of feeling like the CGLA thing isn't going anywhere and I am also feeling a little... ummm... frustrated... So I don't know if I can play this waiting game.
Tonight is going to be AWESOME. Can't wait.