Jun 17, 2006 02:38
Ugh.
I don't even know what to think right now. I was just torturing myself seeing that Philipp was on messenger and NOT speaking to me. I was so sure he was ignoring me. It took every ounce of self control to not write some scathing message...
I shared that with Anna. She said she thought I should write to him, some scathing message, her suggestion was "I thought only american boys were douchebags" - no offense to my my guy friends here... Anyway, I chose, "Warum beachtest du mich nicht? Das ist so unhöflich." or, in English "Why are you ignoring me? That is so rude." To that I received a response. Wait, what? A flirty response. I was so angered at that that I simple could not respond for a good minute or so. "Did you get my text message?" "When?" "Sunday, I think." "No, sorry." "Ok." Uhhhhh... what? "I thought you were ignoring me." "Surely not. Do you want to come over?" "Not now, I'm tired." "Okay then, sleep well." "You too, later." Ughghghghghg. I was still too mad to even consider going over right now, not to mention the ridiculous hour. Grrrrr. I think I am more upset with the fact that had it still been a reasonable hour I may have done it. Or if I weren't still angry about the FULL WEEK AND A DAY without any form of contact.
So, seriously. Bullshit? Or should I forvive, forget, and have some fun?
SERIOUSLY, give me your opinions on this.
Why do I suck at life??? (This one is rhetorical)
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