i never thought i could still feel this way about u anymore.. i guess i was wrong.
Well as u can tell by the subject of this entry, something happened. Well brian had his grad party yesterday, guess who didnt get invited? Me. But today i talked to him outside and we hugged and i thought i was gonna have a heart attack, yea it probably meant nothing to him but it meant the world to me... I didnt want to let go... i miss that but most of all i miss him. Yea im probably an idiot for still feeling this way, but it is hard to get over something u dont want to... AHHHHHHHHHHh what to do , life sux, and i guess i cant always get what i want, but for that time i had "this moment" it was great...
Enough about that, this weekend sucked, we did nothing. Spent a few dollars , relaxed all day today which i must say was rather nice, got hoed out by my friends, whhich is the story of my life.
If you make plans or say u are gonna hang out do u keep them or forget??? i guess the answer to that is... forget it!
O well, life goes on, not looking forward to this week at all. I am so sick of school i just seriously cannot wait for it to be over!! I need a vacation so bad, a week or weekend toget away from everything.
* i need to make a change in my life, dont know what it is yet but hopefully will kno soon
Enough about that, this weekend sucked, we did nothing. Spent a few dollars , relaxed all day today which i must say was rather nice, got hoed out by my friends, whhich is the story of my life.
If you make plans or say u are gonna hang out do u keep them or forget??? i guess the answer to that is... forget it!
O well, life goes on, not looking forward to this week at all. I am so sick of school i just seriously cannot wait for it to be over!! I need a vacation so bad, a week or weekend toget away from everything.
* i need to make a change in my life, dont know what it is yet but hopefully will kno soon