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[sugalolo]

Wow, last night was a blast! lets just say, for me I dont like smoking weed because its a numbing experience, but with mushrooms it's a heightened reality, and so mind opening. It's like, even days afterwards, I notice so much more and have revelation after revelation. I thought about life itself and how much it freaks me out in the big picture, but as I live in the moment, everything is so beautiful, and it canbe as great or as horrible as you want to make it. I dont know, I just have so amny racing thoughts and I cant stop questioning things. But what struck me the most, was that I realized how much people always find the faults in everyone else but they fail to notice the great qualities that may not be as obvious. It's easier for me to critisize people and keep to myself, but now I feel so bad because I realized that by doing that it's just more simple than finding the best in everyone and everything. And last night it was so great with everyone at nic's because for the most part, we all just laughed and enjoyed each other, being together and talking about the most random shit. I really do love my friends so much and it's the experiences we have together that makes my life as completely great as it is. Corny I know, but when I looked at David, I saw someone else, who cares about me so much that he has to be a part of my life as much as I want to be a part of the same experiences as him. I love him so much. So anyways that's why I say life is beautiful, so let the good times roll.

Last nights good times...
amanda's 'almost' beer bong
pauls search for good energy/chi/positive aura
me and amanda constantly spilling on ourselves
the hollow door
david rocking out to queen
nic's foot bottle cap
nic's quiet as hell talking
kally's nonstop giggling
kally's hello kitty feet & paul's tribal feet
the freaking moths

and so much more...