sometimes it's hard to breathe, just knowing you found me
i have been meaning to update. just haven't had much motivation. life has been-well more interesting.
first of all my boss fired the weekend girl. of course he fires her before he finds a replacement, so it looks like i am going to have to work AGAIN this weekend. i already work 5 days a week, and go to school.. the weekend is my time of peace. sigh. oh well this better be the last one. my friend chris's sister MIGHT take the job, but if not we are putting an ad in the paper monday. hopefully by next weekend we will have a new weekend girl. :-D
boys..ok. well i told charlie we needed to take a break. why? there is someone else.. nothing has happened with him, yet anyway, and i'm not sure if anything will.. but i have a class with him. his name is jason. he really really likes me. i think he's adorable. and a total sweetheart. and i felt like if i even had an ounce of feeling for someone else i shouldn't be with my boyfriend anymore..right? i told charlie this sunday and he absolutely freaked out.. cried, talked to my sister, and friends.. and yea. i told him i need to hang out with jason to see how i feel and to see what happens.. and that i need a break from him for a week cause he's too smothering. monday he called me though.. and last night he came to see me! it was peaceful though.. we went to the diner and ate and talked.. the waitress told me he was gorgeous.. and yea. i just don't know. he really is the perfect boyfriend. but maybe too perfect. maybe perfect isn't what i need right now. i'm young. maybe i need experiences? i dunno. as of now i am hanging out with jason on friday to see what, if anything, happens. charlie gave me his "permission" to. so i don't feel bad about it at all. i jsut hope after friday i have clear answers in my head of where i'm going in life right now.
i can't wait for thanksgiving. turkey..stuffing..mashed potatoes..sweet potato pie.. yea all my favorite foods rolled into one holiday! i don't think sherry and matthew are coming now though..bummer! matthew rocks my world!
i can't wait for this semester to be over with! only 13 actual class days left for me.. winter break is gonna be SWEET!
dave & tim tour cancelled as of now..that blows! i will meet dave in 2005 though. i will.
first of all my boss fired the weekend girl. of course he fires her before he finds a replacement, so it looks like i am going to have to work AGAIN this weekend. i already work 5 days a week, and go to school.. the weekend is my time of peace. sigh. oh well this better be the last one. my friend chris's sister MIGHT take the job, but if not we are putting an ad in the paper monday. hopefully by next weekend we will have a new weekend girl. :-D
boys..ok. well i told charlie we needed to take a break. why? there is someone else.. nothing has happened with him, yet anyway, and i'm not sure if anything will.. but i have a class with him. his name is jason. he really really likes me. i think he's adorable. and a total sweetheart. and i felt like if i even had an ounce of feeling for someone else i shouldn't be with my boyfriend anymore..right? i told charlie this sunday and he absolutely freaked out.. cried, talked to my sister, and friends.. and yea. i told him i need to hang out with jason to see how i feel and to see what happens.. and that i need a break from him for a week cause he's too smothering. monday he called me though.. and last night he came to see me! it was peaceful though.. we went to the diner and ate and talked.. the waitress told me he was gorgeous.. and yea. i just don't know. he really is the perfect boyfriend. but maybe too perfect. maybe perfect isn't what i need right now. i'm young. maybe i need experiences? i dunno. as of now i am hanging out with jason on friday to see what, if anything, happens. charlie gave me his "permission" to. so i don't feel bad about it at all. i jsut hope after friday i have clear answers in my head of where i'm going in life right now.
i can't wait for thanksgiving. turkey..stuffing..mashed potatoes..sweet potato pie.. yea all my favorite foods rolled into one holiday! i don't think sherry and matthew are coming now though..bummer! matthew rocks my world!
i can't wait for this semester to be over with! only 13 actual class days left for me.. winter break is gonna be SWEET!
dave & tim tour cancelled as of now..that blows! i will meet dave in 2005 though. i will.