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I hate having free time. I just makes me think about random things. I hate thinking about things. And I hate when someone does something that makes you think.. I'm not saying that happened but it goes with the theme here. Thats enough of that.
Midterms are this week/next week. Can I just kill myself now? I shouldn't have even said I have free time right now because I should be working on mounds of homework, or studying for one of my 5 exams coming up. March 3rd CANNOT come fast enough. I just need to have my week off, get more than 5 hours of sleep a night, and just have absolutely no stress.
So, I've been urging to go somewhere. Just get out of here. Australia has a few spots still open for next fall and its not too late to sign up. I've been seriously thinking about it and bringing it up to my parents. I know this time I would definately have to pay for all of it myself, but I'm sure I can handle it. Its just that time where I need to get the fuck out of New Jersey. I don't want to be the gossip queen anymore and find out every single thing thats going on (ok that might be a lie). The only thing with me going there is that it would push me back a semester. I just got myself back up to graduating on time, but going to Australia would definately be worth it. AND ill be 22 hours away from New Jersey nonsense. Valentine's day weekend was a year ago I was in Venice. This past weekend - a year ago in Scotland, and this upcoming weekend - a year ago pony trekking in Wales. I could possibly be in Fiji for a weekend or break, and then all over Australia as well.
I think Thursday night Jen and I are having a small little gathering of some sort. We want it here so that we don't have to walk home wasted from anyone else's house. And thats our goal: be a freshman again and just get wasted for absolutely no reason. Ahh, the good old days: Freshman year. Haha if I only knew what I know now, damn my life would be different.
Midterms are this week/next week. Can I just kill myself now? I shouldn't have even said I have free time right now because I should be working on mounds of homework, or studying for one of my 5 exams coming up. March 3rd CANNOT come fast enough. I just need to have my week off, get more than 5 hours of sleep a night, and just have absolutely no stress.
So, I've been urging to go somewhere. Just get out of here. Australia has a few spots still open for next fall and its not too late to sign up. I've been seriously thinking about it and bringing it up to my parents. I know this time I would definately have to pay for all of it myself, but I'm sure I can handle it. Its just that time where I need to get the fuck out of New Jersey. I don't want to be the gossip queen anymore and find out every single thing thats going on (ok that might be a lie). The only thing with me going there is that it would push me back a semester. I just got myself back up to graduating on time, but going to Australia would definately be worth it. AND ill be 22 hours away from New Jersey nonsense. Valentine's day weekend was a year ago I was in Venice. This past weekend - a year ago in Scotland, and this upcoming weekend - a year ago pony trekking in Wales. I could possibly be in Fiji for a weekend or break, and then all over Australia as well.
I think Thursday night Jen and I are having a small little gathering of some sort. We want it here so that we don't have to walk home wasted from anyone else's house. And thats our goal: be a freshman again and just get wasted for absolutely no reason. Ahh, the good old days: Freshman year. Haha if I only knew what I know now, damn my life would be different.