Slump
Ahhh, okay, so no one reads this thing, and i think thats cool, cuz its like a personal journal but online, and if anyone wanted to read it they could. I feel like I am going to have a nervous breakdown, and i think part of it is school and track, and the other part is something else. i get so depressed when things get out of control and i feel like everything in my life is out of control and i just can't stop it, and everytime i try to get back to normal it just gets worse. writing about it in this thing helps me but it just doesn't work completly. I can't wait till the summer when i can just write. and i'll have time to write. it calms me down so much. mmmmm... i love writing, i used to want to be a writer when i was little but then i stopped writing and i have started again in high school. i need to get out of this slump. Thats is the perfect word to describe my whole being right now... SLUMP... perfect. i'm always the 3rd, 5th, 7th,9th, whatever wheel. everyone got a boyfriend, its crazy. I think that me and kellee are the only two of the flamingos without a boy friend! everyone is shagging. well i'm gunna go do something, and i'm, not really sure one
So Long...
So Long...