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OMFG! I have talked to him every day of this break so far and almost everyday before that and while i try to get over him, its just not possible. i want to make his situation easier, but i guess he has it kind of easy ya know? i like him, he likes me and he is dating tori. ya so i really keep finding all of these crazy things tht i have in common with him. I want to be with him b/c he is perfect for me, and while it may be selfish, i love to keep entertaining the thought that maybe i am just as perfect for him as he is for me... yapz... but he needs me to back away i think. no matter how he may say that he wants me to stick around and that he doesn't wanna lose me as a friend, i think that he needs the space... but i wanna talk to him almost all the time. i was busy drinking with mel and ethan and was thinking about him the entire time. how sad in actuality. yapz, well, luv u gyz!