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May 18, 2009 23:43

Day one of Organic chem is over with.

Yeah...this class could be bad. But miracles do sometimes happen. Like that image of jesus in that toasted cheese sandwich.

I couldn't breathe once I got to the chem building this morning. Riding that damn bike took the wind right out of me. I am in very poor shape. Possibly poor health. Nobody should be blacking out from just one little ride. I almost passed out last week, if the couch hadn't been there to catch my fall, I would have collasped on the floor. Not good. I need two years worth of iron and calcium in my bloodstream to get me back to normal.

I went to work after class to the diagnostics lab. I was happy they had managed to find some samples for me to do. When is the damn governement going to send me my survey samples!??!?!?! This is getting ridiculous. I need work...I need money. ):

This past weekend wasn't good. I came home from work on Sunday and totally lost it in my room. I just started freaking out. It was a full blown panic attack...I literally can't breathe when i get like that. It's been happening more frequently. I should have taken the summer off from school...I need a mental break. I don't know how I'm going to do this semester. I'm so tired. But I can't stop.
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