bad day

Dec 12, 2005 17:28

hey you, today is not the best day in the world for me. Especially because my boyfriend and I have been fighting most of the day about something that has happened to me in the past and i just had the courage to tell him. His so upset and hurt he has no idea what to think or say. I really don't know what say either. Well now were getting better and all that. I want everyone to know and understand that fighting emotionally with someone never solves anything. It just hurts you and that person more than when you started. You say things you don't mean and then later you regret it. I have been in that situation a few times and it just made things worse not better. Just some info for ya.
Anyway, i have 2 classes with my ex-boyfriend alex and during 6th hour we were writing back and forth about what we were going to get for our table of friends fpr x-mas and we were joking around about getting alex a thong and all that then he noticed that i had holes in my pants. The next thing i know he's asking if he can get inside and do things that i can never imagine. i thought he was joking so i took it as a joke then the next thing i know he's asking when adam and I are planning on breaking up. I asked him why he was so concerned and he said because he wanted to date me. I told alex "not to bust your bubble or anything but never and i love adam way to much to leave him for anyone especially you. Oh and by the way don't think about trying to break adam and I up." Knowing that alex is friends with adam i thought he would say i won't i would never do that to a friend. well i was wrong he's like i'll do anything in my power to break you 2 up so I can have you. Im worried because alex has done that to a few people before but i never thought he would do this to me and adam. I just hope that adam loves me enough that he won't believe anything that comes out of alex's mouth.
well that's that. I hope things get so much better for me because right now nothing is going right. well peace out
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