life is good...
so basically here's the scoop...i've been re evaluating what needs to happen now vs. what i have time to wait for...i need to finish getting in shape first and foremost i've come so far i just have to finish the road i started and not just sit back and wait for the rest of the weight to fall off lol it won't happen duh so i have to get back to working on it. Allison and I are on strict diets and workout schedules now...we will be in bikinis by summer. I also have to light it up at work...i don't want to be on the phones forever so once june rolls around, i need to be on top of my game to get off the phones : ) Matt is awesome...very busy boy but so focused its actually rubbing off on me which is a good thing : ) he can't do a relationship right now but the thought is still going to be there which makes me happy cause we are still talking and seeing each other we just can't be together under the circumstances right now : ( i can wait though...he's a good guy i know it would work just not right now til then i'm gonna go out and do my thing which...you know how i do hehe anyone who has been down to manchvegas for a weekend or even a night or day of fun, knows i dont disappoint and that's a good feeling : ) well i gtg to work now so leave the love biatches!