*: She will be loved.. :*
Haven't wrote in a while! My apologies!
The past week or so has been pretty blah. Alot of runnin around, alot of hangin out. I dont really remember if anything happened worth writting about or not, so I assume it didn't.
This past weekend was pretty rock n roll though. Went out w/ my gurl Jess! Friday we got a bit intoxicated lol! Well thats an understatement haha. I don't remember where all we went, Amanda H's, Plaza, Pburg, um iono lol. Fun times tho! Saturday we did this and that, hung out with some of our friends from the big M C lol. *FLAAASH BOYS FLAAASH* Sorry, I had a moment. Umm Hmm! lol Me and Jess ended up at Roadies at 3am, drunk once again, munchin' out! Talked to so many hott guys there. Who knew you'd meet fuckin hott ass guys at 3 in the morning at a truck stop resturant thingie? lol! One of the guys was one that had been there the 1st time I wrecked, when I gave his ass my beer outta my trunk. Yeeep. lol Ah ne way, yea had a good weekend!
Sunday me and Jess hung out with my lil Tyler for a while! Shit I had missed that kid! Went to Jasons for a while, then I took Jess home and took a trip to Pburg to "see a friend" lol Yep. Good times :)
This weekend Jess and I may go to Lex, not for sure, but it's a def. possiblity! Yay! That would rock out.
Crickett and I are sooo over. We didnt like officially break up, but I've been ignoring him for 2 weeks, so lol ya know go figure!
I've been missin what Jarrod and I had sooo much it's killin me. Idk if I miss him or the relationship. ????~?~?~?~?~????
Do u think its possible for 2 people 2 have sex and honest to God have no feelings for each other? Well I used to think so, but I'm not so freakin sure ne more....
I found out Monday that Petots leaving Sunday for Ohio State. This breaks my heart. We have got sooo frickin close. But I know he needs to get away, he wants to go, so I'll smile for him. But its so hard to let him go and risk loosing the friendship we've built. But like he says, care and not worry. Here's the letter I wrote to him that I'm giving him with his going away present! **Sorry I forgot how to do an LJ Cut!**
Dear Johnny,
I'm never gonna say goodbye to you. Never ever will I ever. But before you leave there are some things I want to tell you. I wanna tell ya exactly how I feel in case I don't get a chance to later on in life. We're never promised a tomorrow, but I thank god that I have you in my life to make today the best it can possibly be! I want to say thank you P. Simple as that! It needs no explanation. You have made an incredible impact on my life by being there for me and just being a friend these past few months. You've made me realize sooo much! There's never been another person who has ever taught me so much about life, love, everything. That one nite standing outside at 4am crying to each other is when I realized something. More than something. Alot of somethings. I will never forget, for the rest of my life, all the things I've learned from you. You taught me a lesson I will use and remember all my days. Care and not worry. Thats how I feel about everything in my life now, thats how I'm dealing with you leaving. I know you'll be happy, so I'll not worry. I'll care though. So much! But back to that nite. That one moment is when I realized there was so much more to you than I ever knew, imagined or expected. But I'm glad you let me in, I'm glad I know the real Johnny Petot. You made me forget all of my fears (well expect for you driving my car haha) and my worries. You've always been, time and again, there for me. And I've been there for you every chance I could. I just hope I've made even a fraction of the impact on your life as you've made in mine. You've showed me its okay to be just who I am. So take your own advice in this life P. Do what you do, what you want to do, and don't let this world change you. Care and not worry and live like you were dyin! I love you Johnny Petot and I thank god for every second he's let you be in my life. Good luck and remember no goodbyes, so I'll catch ya later! XoXoX
Okay now my heart hurts, Imma go.
IM DA MOTHA FUCKIN K A T I E
The past week or so has been pretty blah. Alot of runnin around, alot of hangin out. I dont really remember if anything happened worth writting about or not, so I assume it didn't.
This past weekend was pretty rock n roll though. Went out w/ my gurl Jess! Friday we got a bit intoxicated lol! Well thats an understatement haha. I don't remember where all we went, Amanda H's, Plaza, Pburg, um iono lol. Fun times tho! Saturday we did this and that, hung out with some of our friends from the big M C lol. *FLAAASH BOYS FLAAASH* Sorry, I had a moment. Umm Hmm! lol Me and Jess ended up at Roadies at 3am, drunk once again, munchin' out! Talked to so many hott guys there. Who knew you'd meet fuckin hott ass guys at 3 in the morning at a truck stop resturant thingie? lol! One of the guys was one that had been there the 1st time I wrecked, when I gave his ass my beer outta my trunk. Yeeep. lol Ah ne way, yea had a good weekend!
Sunday me and Jess hung out with my lil Tyler for a while! Shit I had missed that kid! Went to Jasons for a while, then I took Jess home and took a trip to Pburg to "see a friend" lol Yep. Good times :)
This weekend Jess and I may go to Lex, not for sure, but it's a def. possiblity! Yay! That would rock out.
Crickett and I are sooo over. We didnt like officially break up, but I've been ignoring him for 2 weeks, so lol ya know go figure!
I've been missin what Jarrod and I had sooo much it's killin me. Idk if I miss him or the relationship. ????~?~?~?~?~????
Do u think its possible for 2 people 2 have sex and honest to God have no feelings for each other? Well I used to think so, but I'm not so freakin sure ne more....
I found out Monday that Petots leaving Sunday for Ohio State. This breaks my heart. We have got sooo frickin close. But I know he needs to get away, he wants to go, so I'll smile for him. But its so hard to let him go and risk loosing the friendship we've built. But like he says, care and not worry. Here's the letter I wrote to him that I'm giving him with his going away present! **Sorry I forgot how to do an LJ Cut!**
Dear Johnny,
I'm never gonna say goodbye to you. Never ever will I ever. But before you leave there are some things I want to tell you. I wanna tell ya exactly how I feel in case I don't get a chance to later on in life. We're never promised a tomorrow, but I thank god that I have you in my life to make today the best it can possibly be! I want to say thank you P. Simple as that! It needs no explanation. You have made an incredible impact on my life by being there for me and just being a friend these past few months. You've made me realize sooo much! There's never been another person who has ever taught me so much about life, love, everything. That one nite standing outside at 4am crying to each other is when I realized something. More than something. Alot of somethings. I will never forget, for the rest of my life, all the things I've learned from you. You taught me a lesson I will use and remember all my days. Care and not worry. Thats how I feel about everything in my life now, thats how I'm dealing with you leaving. I know you'll be happy, so I'll not worry. I'll care though. So much! But back to that nite. That one moment is when I realized there was so much more to you than I ever knew, imagined or expected. But I'm glad you let me in, I'm glad I know the real Johnny Petot. You made me forget all of my fears (well expect for you driving my car haha) and my worries. You've always been, time and again, there for me. And I've been there for you every chance I could. I just hope I've made even a fraction of the impact on your life as you've made in mine. You've showed me its okay to be just who I am. So take your own advice in this life P. Do what you do, what you want to do, and don't let this world change you. Care and not worry and live like you were dyin! I love you Johnny Petot and I thank god for every second he's let you be in my life. Good luck and remember no goodbyes, so I'll catch ya later! XoXoX
Okay now my heart hurts, Imma go.
IM DA MOTHA FUCKIN K A T I E