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hey guys, i know i havent wrote in awhile, but ive had ALOT on my mind. im starting to get the feeling that the guy i really like is starting to not like me....he just does little things that make me think he doesnt care about me anymore. like b4 the weekend he told me that he had th whole weekend off and we were going to hang out, then he went to his cottage. he got home sunday and i called him at like 6:50 and i asked him if he wanted to hang out and he said he had to eat so i said how about 8:00? he said hed call me...8:00 came and went and he never called, so i called him at like 8:10 and his mom said he had gone out. cole called him again at like 8:25 and his mom said he went to the movies.....i was furious...so needless to say i left a not too tastefull message on his voicemail. when i talked to him afterwards he said he "forgot" to call me. now back to a previous convo. i had with him awhile ago. i asked him if he ever saw us going anywhere and he said hed prefer to just stay friends...we arent just friends....but he said he wasnt seeing anyone else either and im not, so like i dont understand what we have when hes not seeing anyone else "so he said" and either am i, so like i dont understand why we cant just go out....like i feel like he doesnt even care about me, and that hes always too busy to hangout with me...i feel like im the person he comes to when his other friends are all busy, like im a last resort. so i dont know what to do....HELP ME!
~Erin
~Erin