May 09, 2006 19:36
Did you know you can now easily add a photo? ..booooo!
Monolouge time, I'm actually so nervous, and I'm never nervous. Except speech arts, 2004, where I almost died. NDE. haha, no it wasn't.
I went to variety village to volunteer, or not. On the walk home, I almost passed out. I REALLY need to join something. not folklor. Please, anything but folklor. <3. have a nice day =).
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Did anyone read that? They shouldn't have. Why can't I write anything meaningful? I used to get these urges to, and I went with them, and I was brilliant. Those were my glory days. I feel like I'm focusing too much of my thoughts on myself and I can't seem to conjure up anything intelligent for myself or the outside world. Maybe that's why I'm nervous about my monolouge, because I don't know anything. Who is Diane? Why is she so shy? What type of body language would she use in front of the mirror? I don't know, and the worst part is, I don't care. I'm becoming so.. dumb. Maybe I'm scared to be intelligent, scared of being wrong, scared of something. Whatever it is, it's going to stop. We are the revolution, and I don't need anybody to carry me on their shoulders.