Jan 05, 2009 23:04
> I have a young padawan for a friend. He is sweet. He wants to talk about himself but is, at times, struck by acute self consciousness. At such times, he will concoct a topic of discussion for us friends to discuss and let loose. Innocently, we will pick up the thread and proceed our own way. Often this direction we take will not be the one this sweet friend wants us to go on. Just as sweetly he will say - I actually wanted to talk about this...and again mention himself in tangential reference
> I have another friend. I have a strong strong feeling he is gay. I dont know any other friends of his. He is obsessive about looking fit. His dress sense is metrosexual. A female friend of mine has taken a liking to him. She went to extent of adding him on messenger. She then even asked him to a movie. He is very flustered. He hasn't told me he is gay. He has often said that this female friend is attractive. And I'm enjoying watching him squirm. He's been trying to get me to introduce this female friend to another friend of mine.
> Yet another friend has a very self destructive personality. She hates herself and her parents in equal measure. She's been pushing the relationship she is in to the brink willing it to break under the strain. Her boyfriend understands her compulsive death wish. His response is to be passive aggressive which leaves her even more hurt.
> Finally there is me. I'm currently madly in love with Madeline Zima. I love how her eyes crinkle when she grins and how her teeth are not pearly white. I love that her character in Californication plays a 17 year old who has sex with Hank Moody. I could sit and talk to her for years without looking away. I love New York City in spurts. I laugh a little too loudly when the object of my affection is in the vicinity.
bush