stress and sadnessss
whats up.
things have been happening lately to me and it kinda sucks.
i think i broke things off with a girl that i liked for four months. it really really sucks and it really hard for me. my friends help me through it everyday. i just wanna thank zach, andy ryse, kyle, josh, tyler, and nick/bribbz for helping me through it and continuing to help me through it. i love you guys seriously without you i couldnt handle my fucking gay emotions. it sucks being an emotional guy. she really still means alot to me, i dont want her to forget that. i cant look for girls anymore, im seriously waiting until them come to me or come into my life. i cant look any longer. ive never been more hurt by a girl in my life. COME TO ME!!!1
my best friends are (in no order) without a doubt tyler, josh, zach, andrew cook, nix, andy ryse, kyle, andy m and ocondog. i really can rely on them for anything. i dont hate anyone. i have alot of close friends that are like them, so if i didnt mention you dont feel bad, i love you too. im just talking that these guys are the big players in my life that mean the most to me. it was brought up to me recently that over the past few months it seems like i havent been hanging around with a particular group. i just wanna apologise and tell you guys that you were never forgotten and always stay on top. i really do have other friends though, but i feel bad that i was coming off as a dick and ditching you guys, i hope you forgive me. really, out of complete honesty, i havent changed at all. im the same person and for the most part ill always stay the same person. i guess im sorry for branching out and hanging with other people, i just want you to realize that you guys are my greatest friends. all in all, all of my friends best to aquaintences, have made my life amazing. you all have no idea what id be without you.
im sorry if i havent been paying attn to anybody lately, i really have been going through some serious things like my eagle shit and colleges/school. im completely sincere about this and am not full of shit. i repeat, not full of shit. it really must be my hair and my fatness.
this college shit is really stressing me out. between SAT's, keeping up my grades, going to visits, and filling out applications w/essay's. its just fucking bullshit. just accept me without all that bull, please?
i wont be getting my drum shit until i get more hours at work. i need to have money for my tattoo and shit too. make my 18th bday fucking sick will you? its october 19th.
things have been happening lately to me and it kinda sucks.
i think i broke things off with a girl that i liked for four months. it really really sucks and it really hard for me. my friends help me through it everyday. i just wanna thank zach, andy ryse, kyle, josh, tyler, and nick/bribbz for helping me through it and continuing to help me through it. i love you guys seriously without you i couldnt handle my fucking gay emotions. it sucks being an emotional guy. she really still means alot to me, i dont want her to forget that. i cant look for girls anymore, im seriously waiting until them come to me or come into my life. i cant look any longer. ive never been more hurt by a girl in my life. COME TO ME!!!1
my best friends are (in no order) without a doubt tyler, josh, zach, andrew cook, nix, andy ryse, kyle, andy m and ocondog. i really can rely on them for anything. i dont hate anyone. i have alot of close friends that are like them, so if i didnt mention you dont feel bad, i love you too. im just talking that these guys are the big players in my life that mean the most to me. it was brought up to me recently that over the past few months it seems like i havent been hanging around with a particular group. i just wanna apologise and tell you guys that you were never forgotten and always stay on top. i really do have other friends though, but i feel bad that i was coming off as a dick and ditching you guys, i hope you forgive me. really, out of complete honesty, i havent changed at all. im the same person and for the most part ill always stay the same person. i guess im sorry for branching out and hanging with other people, i just want you to realize that you guys are my greatest friends. all in all, all of my friends best to aquaintences, have made my life amazing. you all have no idea what id be without you.
im sorry if i havent been paying attn to anybody lately, i really have been going through some serious things like my eagle shit and colleges/school. im completely sincere about this and am not full of shit. i repeat, not full of shit. it really must be my hair and my fatness.
this college shit is really stressing me out. between SAT's, keeping up my grades, going to visits, and filling out applications w/essay's. its just fucking bullshit. just accept me without all that bull, please?
i wont be getting my drum shit until i get more hours at work. i need to have money for my tattoo and shit too. make my 18th bday fucking sick will you? its october 19th.