help!!
just got off the phone with scott. i know y it would never work. it is a very interesting situation..i still love him but i think i love the old him. i don't know...i still don't get it. but i am going to go see him sometime this weekend. I really want to go see him now but i can't do that to myself. things just cant be the way they were. we arn't the same people that we used to be. GOD DAMNIT!!! cant anything just go right?!?!?!?! cant he just realize that he only wants to be with me and we live happily ever after?!?!? is it sooo much to ask to just be wanted by the person you want? I GIVE UP!!!