My Shithead
I don't wanna spend another night
Trying to figure why you're always on my mind, whoa
All I know you keep me coming back for more
Even when I think I've had enough
When I tell you that it's over that we're done, woah
Don't let go, just keep me coming back for more
This is soooo true for me. I love him...never stopped. I wish i could. He screws me up soooo much. I found myself just sitting here waiting. Im waiting for him to come home. for him to tell me that he wants me even though i know it is a lie. i heard it for 3 years and for four more that was the only time it sounded right.
Ive had dreams for the past month and in those dreams we are together and everything is fine. A dream is a wish your heart makes...even when you truly don't want to. it is the biggest lie if i were to sit here and say that i didn't love him but i don't know how else to distance myself and not get hurt. awhile ago it was so much easier to not want to be with him (thanks to being in a surrounding where affection is readily available and alcohol is aplenty)...now i don't have that and now im lost. it is taking everything i have not to just confess my feelings and get sucked into what i did last time. sure the promise ring still fits but the meaning has dulled for one of us. too bad its not me.
Trying to figure why you're always on my mind, whoa
All I know you keep me coming back for more
Even when I think I've had enough
When I tell you that it's over that we're done, woah
Don't let go, just keep me coming back for more
This is soooo true for me. I love him...never stopped. I wish i could. He screws me up soooo much. I found myself just sitting here waiting. Im waiting for him to come home. for him to tell me that he wants me even though i know it is a lie. i heard it for 3 years and for four more that was the only time it sounded right.
Ive had dreams for the past month and in those dreams we are together and everything is fine. A dream is a wish your heart makes...even when you truly don't want to. it is the biggest lie if i were to sit here and say that i didn't love him but i don't know how else to distance myself and not get hurt. awhile ago it was so much easier to not want to be with him (thanks to being in a surrounding where affection is readily available and alcohol is aplenty)...now i don't have that and now im lost. it is taking everything i have not to just confess my feelings and get sucked into what i did last time. sure the promise ring still fits but the meaning has dulled for one of us. too bad its not me.