Oct 03, 2005 08:40
everything is soooo messed up right now!!! come to find out i am flying out to go to disneyland tomorrow night!!!! stress...stress....stress!!! now i am going to completly miss finals and for one of my finals is the mock trial...i am supposed to do the closing statement....hopfully we can get through it all tomorrow....that way i don't let anyone down...i am just really worried now...god only knows how this is going to turn out...i was sooo happy i was going to have wed...now i feel totally cut short and i feeling kind of scared...probably how my mom broke it to me. i get a call at 6:30 this morning with my mom sounding all worried...she proceeds to say.."i really fucked up" totally scared at this point she then tells me the circumstances that i have just explained...i don't know what to do right now...all i can keep saying is "im scared"