does the past always have to find the future?
i know this may sound really insignificant to others but for me this is a huge deal. My ex (first love) Scott just added me on myspace. The big deal is that he keeps coming back into my life when i least expect it and when it is the worst time. He screws me up sooooo bad.
Yes i did love him and i still do. we dated in a few years ago and then i moved to los banos and he moved to washington. we did the long distance thing for awhile and then lost touch. last year about this same time he found me on myspace and we started talking again. i was sooo happy thinking that my baby was going to be mine again. turned out i was wrong. all of the ilove you's were bullshit i wasnt what he wanted because i wasn't asain. (now i know this sounds stupid but its the truth). so i wrote him a letter that was harsh but things that should have been said a long time ago. we stopped talking and now he just decides that he wants to be cool again. i don't know if i can do it. i don't know if i can get my heart broken by him one more time.
Yes i did love him and i still do. we dated in a few years ago and then i moved to los banos and he moved to washington. we did the long distance thing for awhile and then lost touch. last year about this same time he found me on myspace and we started talking again. i was sooo happy thinking that my baby was going to be mine again. turned out i was wrong. all of the ilove you's were bullshit i wasnt what he wanted because i wasn't asain. (now i know this sounds stupid but its the truth). so i wrote him a letter that was harsh but things that should have been said a long time ago. we stopped talking and now he just decides that he wants to be cool again. i don't know if i can do it. i don't know if i can get my heart broken by him one more time.