Jun 24, 2005 10:52
Mark split up with me last night, he said he couldn't be in a relationship with me right now and that he couldn't be the best boyfriend in the world which i deserved. He still needs time to just hang out with his mates and have fun. no other girl is involved and i fully believe that because he just kept on telling me he loved me and that he didn't want to hurt me in the long run. he said he wants us to be the closest friends in the world and still do everything together like go to gigs and chill out in places.
It was gutting but i respect him for it, and he did it in a really nice way. I guess we'll just go back to the way we were before we got totally official. He had tears in his eyes and stuff so its all for real.
This is the message he sent me that saw me off when i got home...
" I know babe, like i said to you tonight, i know i'll never be with anyone like you again. i love you so much babe, its unreal. its just at the moment in my life i cant handle a relationship. i dont know why because you're perfect, and i dont want to be without you in my life. i'll see you tomorrow, and really its hard for me too. night xXx "
and i believe all what he said in the text so you never know, there could be a future between us he just cant give me the full attention right now.
it was good while it lasted