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the weather has been cooling off, or is supposed to be. i'm really not ready for winter yet. i hate cold weather *shivers* i've been soo busy with school and stuff lately. Jason is totally into alll the same bands as me. i really like him, and i told one of my friend's i liked him, now she's went and told him..and i was aggrivated. but i guess that's what girls do to each other. i don't like that girl anymore, because she really pisses me off. she wouldn't like it if i told her crush that she liked him.. that's not fair. i should go do that, but i'm not that type of mean person.
so, anyways, Jason sat with me at Lunch today, because she told him i liked him. i mean, we had talked before for like 3 hours.. but i dunno. what if he doesn't like me? what if he thinks i'm too young? he's a junior. what if he has a girlfriend? i just didn't want him to know that i had a crush on him. now the whole student body is gonna know. crap. oh well.. i screwed up. i feel real embarrassed and reatrded now. blah..
so, anyways, Jason sat with me at Lunch today, because she told him i liked him. i mean, we had talked before for like 3 hours.. but i dunno. what if he doesn't like me? what if he thinks i'm too young? he's a junior. what if he has a girlfriend? i just didn't want him to know that i had a crush on him. now the whole student body is gonna know. crap. oh well.. i screwed up. i feel real embarrassed and reatrded now. blah..