So Im feeling a bit better Now

Aug 06, 2006 17:27

I figured it had been far too long since I actually posted in my REAL journal.  Thought I'd give it a go, as i have nothing better to do. 
So those of you who no me in real life know that Friday I received some shocking news.   It didnt hit me as bad as it did a friend of mine, I think.  And I'm doing better today.  I havent talked to Amanda, but 
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callise August 7 2006, 06:46:04 UTC
HEY YOU POSTED *gasp* hey I sent you some myspace e-mail thing...and *sigh* no replie *pouts*

I went to see Amanda today...(I hope you shall get in msn soon) she is doing the best she can with seeing what has happen...the whole time I visit she only cried once...when Justin had to go...and she almost cried when she played the song "view from Heaven" by yellowcard...which made me ALMOST FREAKIN CRY! but we hanged out and talked...I drove Justin to a place he had to stay the night to get to work...and Amanda came with us...and Amanda and I had tons of time to talk just us...that was nice! oh and being at Amanda's house with no ..Logan...it felt like Logan was a dream...this beautfull dream that we all had...its so werid...

and I am doing WAY BETTER! I still get all sad thinking about it...but I am getting sleep...my dad said saturday I just looked SO MUCH BETTER! ha ha I slept till 3:30 in the afternoon though..ha ha it makes me so much happy that you post....and guess what I DREW ! in the sketchbook...also I'm getting an idea of something I want to draw...I got this odd muse from seeing a manga's outfit...and I though of the DarrenxDaniel slave story...the one that is I did this and I did that ha ha...I was thinking about it...you need to read more...

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suffering_angel August 7 2006, 07:27:31 UTC
I havent seen Amanda since it happened. I dont know what I would say to her. Im glad shes doing better considering...
I've felt that way about Logan recently too...
Like, I thought about the Placebo concert I want to go to, and how Amanda likes placbo and might want to go with...then i thought "i hope she can get a sitter"
then i remembered....Its like sometimes it hasnt really sunk it, you know?

You should draw me more pretty pictures of D and D, with their pants on ;) lol

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callise August 7 2006, 07:31:08 UTC
give her a hug...then talk about normal stuff...I dont really meantion it...unless she does...and she will here and there...

I bet she would LOVE to go to the concert if she can get the money..that would really lift her spirts...

yeah I know it doesnt seem real...

ha ha but pants are NOT FUN! and tiny little slave skirts be good ha ha

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suffering_angel August 8 2006, 04:43:40 UTC
yeah I bet a concert would do her good.
I had a dream abut watching Logan last night...it was....strange.

I love your new drawing btw

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callise August 8 2006, 04:47:07 UTC
tell me your dream!!!

thanks! I will have to work on the drawing more...I have decided I will do one verson with girly daniel and other with manely...

Michelle says that if I want to make him Manly NO lips...

she also gave me a copy of that thing I showed on DA....the angel wings guy

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