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Currently at my Bro's place. Just laxxing out.
Came here after work, watched some "Joey" Episodes with the guys. Just had a bit of a sesh, not partically stoned. But all is well.
Went over to Mine and Nicks, Haylee and Richards new flat. Had a yummy dinner with Nick's mum. Was good, shes lovely. Hopefully she liked me, and won't say "I don't trust that girl with my flash house since I'm not there, she can't move in!".
Tommorow I'm going with Damon to get his lip peirced again. I think i will break up with him tommorow also. Be better to do it without my friendly bottle of Vodka, so he knows its serouis and all that kind of Jazz. It's a bit sad. I don't like hurting people but am aware I have to do what's right for me. And that's hardly fair to be with someone you don't want to be with.It's for the best, as i see no future with this guy, not even.. a tiny peice of future. And it hardly even feels like we are going out, due to the fact that we have never hung out alone, never hang out much fullstop, never talk on the phone or anything only ever meet up places Ie. 6ft. I actally forget i have a boyfriend at times. Like on friday night.
I feel pretty disgusted with myself. I've never cheated on anyone before, and always thought that i never would.I just totally forgot about him. Ended up hooking up with a mate Rock N Roll Aaron which was totally weird. I hope he doesn't feel odd about it, i wonder what it will be like next time i see him. I'm not bothered about it (Other than the fact i'm a cheating skank). But you never know how serouisly some people take these things.
We did nothing more than hookup. But this doesn't mean i feel any better about it or myself.
I've been thinking alot lately, after reading up on Kinsley. And I've realised that, Kissing is probably more intimate than sex. Being that kissing is always face to face. Sex isn't. Also, with sex, only one person can probe (that being the guy obvousily - and yes i am aware we girls can probe with fingers and toys but you know what i meant!). With kissing, both can probe and explore in the same way. Meh. I don't know. Kissing is done "more often" than sex.I'm speaking in terms of... ie. You normally have your first kiss, before you loose your virginity, you normally have "made out" with more people than you have had sex with.Because kissing is done "more often" and just because it is more "accessible" does this make it any more less intimate?
Hahaha. Fuck i sound like a sex and the city column. *Vomits*
Work hours have been random. I'm working Sunday nights, instead of Friday Nights. KEEN. I only worked till 9pm on friday's anyway, but still. Means i can get drunk much earlier.
My car should be back to me by the end of the week Dad thinks. I am not getting my hopes up at all, as i highly doubt it will be. Dave is to much of a perfectionist! I'm totally greatful however.
Moving out in about a month, to the above mentioned flat. It's a mansion. It's going to be awesome. I'm looking forward to it so much! Living with some of my best friends will be fab! They say "Don't move in with friends" which i can understand. I think you just have to be smart about "which friends to move in with". I sure as hell would rather live with people i know and trust. I have no doubts we'll all have a good time, as well as keeping the place clean and stuff. I don't get annoyed by Nick, Richard and Haylee at all. So all should be wicked. Question is.. can they put up with me? Haha. Answer: Of course. I Rock.
Gina should be comming up this weekend. For those that don't know her. She's a welly girl. I'm going to drag her along to 6ft :) Should be fun!
Talked to Tom lately. Need to visit him sometime soon.He's going back out with his Ex-Girlfriend who was Bi-sexual called Nomee who dumped him because she realised she wasn't bi she was Lesbain. Now, it appears shes bi again. Or straight?! And probably one fucking confussed girl. Make your mind up!
Get Paid in like 24 hours. Looking forward to it. Owe _alot_ of money though.
$40 Dad
$15 Mum
$10 Gina
2 Drinks to Richard
2 Drinks to Amy
Haha, I think that's it.
Plus
$10 Fines
$15 H.P
Eeeek!
I'm hoping they make another mistake. Ages ago, they overpayed me big time. Payed me for working 23hours and 59minutes in one day. Hahaha. Fools. I sure as hell aren't letting them know about that.
I didn't realise at the time. Ended up spending it all on drinks in town and Xmas prezzies.
Shit it's 2am. I need to do Invitation to Penny's hens night. And get some sleep.
Meeting Damon at about 1pm.
Work from 8-11. We have a new guy. He's shy at the moment, but i'm sure he will come out of his shell. He thinks i'm funny! Which always pleases me :P
I really want to catch up with Aaron, because stuff was a bit weird after the hook up on his behalf. I'd hate to loose him at a mate, I think he takes these things rather serouisly or something. *Worries*.
I have like 240 points for the coke bidding thing. Please kids. GIVE ME YOUR CODES IF YOU DRINK COKE AND DON'T WANT TO ENTER THE BIDDING :D Thankies. My stars said " That child or teenager will win the competition" or something similar to that. Wouldn't it be nice.
I can't wait till i get paid. I'm going Drinking! Assuming i actally get paid an okay amount.
Anyway, I've babbled lots. Same old, same old. Been hanging with my different crews heaps. Drinking, Drugging, 6ft'ing. Been playing my guitar a fair bit. Still want to get lessons so i can get... GOOD!...
Hahaha. Work's work. I want to ripp the clothes off my bank adviser called Scott. He's tall, dark and handsome, and i bet he's a bit of a freak. Very charming guy. I wanted to ripp his clothes off in the Anz office.Hahaha. MmMMmMm Scott. I'm going to set up another appointment just so i can have a filthy flirt and perve.
I really feel bad about this whole Damon thing. He seems to really really like me a lot. He's always kind of, whats the word.. proud that we go out. And so sweet to me. I do care about him heaps, but yeah. Blah. I feel like arse.
Night all.
:(
Came here after work, watched some "Joey" Episodes with the guys. Just had a bit of a sesh, not partically stoned. But all is well.
Went over to Mine and Nicks, Haylee and Richards new flat. Had a yummy dinner with Nick's mum. Was good, shes lovely. Hopefully she liked me, and won't say "I don't trust that girl with my flash house since I'm not there, she can't move in!".
Tommorow I'm going with Damon to get his lip peirced again. I think i will break up with him tommorow also. Be better to do it without my friendly bottle of Vodka, so he knows its serouis and all that kind of Jazz. It's a bit sad. I don't like hurting people but am aware I have to do what's right for me. And that's hardly fair to be with someone you don't want to be with.It's for the best, as i see no future with this guy, not even.. a tiny peice of future. And it hardly even feels like we are going out, due to the fact that we have never hung out alone, never hang out much fullstop, never talk on the phone or anything only ever meet up places Ie. 6ft. I actally forget i have a boyfriend at times. Like on friday night.
I feel pretty disgusted with myself. I've never cheated on anyone before, and always thought that i never would.I just totally forgot about him. Ended up hooking up with a mate Rock N Roll Aaron which was totally weird. I hope he doesn't feel odd about it, i wonder what it will be like next time i see him. I'm not bothered about it (Other than the fact i'm a cheating skank). But you never know how serouisly some people take these things.
We did nothing more than hookup. But this doesn't mean i feel any better about it or myself.
I've been thinking alot lately, after reading up on Kinsley. And I've realised that, Kissing is probably more intimate than sex. Being that kissing is always face to face. Sex isn't. Also, with sex, only one person can probe (that being the guy obvousily - and yes i am aware we girls can probe with fingers and toys but you know what i meant!). With kissing, both can probe and explore in the same way. Meh. I don't know. Kissing is done "more often" than sex.I'm speaking in terms of... ie. You normally have your first kiss, before you loose your virginity, you normally have "made out" with more people than you have had sex with.Because kissing is done "more often" and just because it is more "accessible" does this make it any more less intimate?
Hahaha. Fuck i sound like a sex and the city column. *Vomits*
Work hours have been random. I'm working Sunday nights, instead of Friday Nights. KEEN. I only worked till 9pm on friday's anyway, but still. Means i can get drunk much earlier.
My car should be back to me by the end of the week Dad thinks. I am not getting my hopes up at all, as i highly doubt it will be. Dave is to much of a perfectionist! I'm totally greatful however.
Moving out in about a month, to the above mentioned flat. It's a mansion. It's going to be awesome. I'm looking forward to it so much! Living with some of my best friends will be fab! They say "Don't move in with friends" which i can understand. I think you just have to be smart about "which friends to move in with". I sure as hell would rather live with people i know and trust. I have no doubts we'll all have a good time, as well as keeping the place clean and stuff. I don't get annoyed by Nick, Richard and Haylee at all. So all should be wicked. Question is.. can they put up with me? Haha. Answer: Of course. I Rock.
Gina should be comming up this weekend. For those that don't know her. She's a welly girl. I'm going to drag her along to 6ft :) Should be fun!
Talked to Tom lately. Need to visit him sometime soon.He's going back out with his Ex-Girlfriend who was Bi-sexual called Nomee who dumped him because she realised she wasn't bi she was Lesbain. Now, it appears shes bi again. Or straight?! And probably one fucking confussed girl. Make your mind up!
Get Paid in like 24 hours. Looking forward to it. Owe _alot_ of money though.
$40 Dad
$15 Mum
$10 Gina
2 Drinks to Richard
2 Drinks to Amy
Haha, I think that's it.
Plus
$10 Fines
$15 H.P
Eeeek!
I'm hoping they make another mistake. Ages ago, they overpayed me big time. Payed me for working 23hours and 59minutes in one day. Hahaha. Fools. I sure as hell aren't letting them know about that.
I didn't realise at the time. Ended up spending it all on drinks in town and Xmas prezzies.
Shit it's 2am. I need to do Invitation to Penny's hens night. And get some sleep.
Meeting Damon at about 1pm.
Work from 8-11. We have a new guy. He's shy at the moment, but i'm sure he will come out of his shell. He thinks i'm funny! Which always pleases me :P
I really want to catch up with Aaron, because stuff was a bit weird after the hook up on his behalf. I'd hate to loose him at a mate, I think he takes these things rather serouisly or something. *Worries*.
I have like 240 points for the coke bidding thing. Please kids. GIVE ME YOUR CODES IF YOU DRINK COKE AND DON'T WANT TO ENTER THE BIDDING :D Thankies. My stars said " That child or teenager will win the competition" or something similar to that. Wouldn't it be nice.
I can't wait till i get paid. I'm going Drinking! Assuming i actally get paid an okay amount.
Anyway, I've babbled lots. Same old, same old. Been hanging with my different crews heaps. Drinking, Drugging, 6ft'ing. Been playing my guitar a fair bit. Still want to get lessons so i can get... GOOD!...
Hahaha. Work's work. I want to ripp the clothes off my bank adviser called Scott. He's tall, dark and handsome, and i bet he's a bit of a freak. Very charming guy. I wanted to ripp his clothes off in the Anz office.Hahaha. MmMMmMm Scott. I'm going to set up another appointment just so i can have a filthy flirt and perve.
I really feel bad about this whole Damon thing. He seems to really really like me a lot. He's always kind of, whats the word.. proud that we go out. And so sweet to me. I do care about him heaps, but yeah. Blah. I feel like arse.
Night all.
:(