Some Bullshit Stolen Thing
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Last year i resolved to loose weight. And i did.
I also resolved to be nicer to people and at times were.
This year i will loose more weight.
Prehaps join a gym.
Give up smoking some time near the end of the year because i enjoy it now and can't be assed.
Get some work printed.
Form a friendship with Shanan.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
No.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
Yes.
5. What countries did you visit
None sadly. Lots of Road Trips tho.
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
Hrm. Well, i hope a happy satisfining and HEALTHY relationship, prehaps that shall be with Damon prehaps not. **DOESN'T OVER ANALYSE**
I would like to have a wicked flat, with wicked flatmates.
I would like to have more work printed.
NOT MISS OUT ON ANY GIGS!
7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
I will always remember the days of Me, Josh and Marty getting drunk as round at Gavs old place.
The weeks before me and Shanan broke up how hard it was, how easy it was.
The day we broke up.
The Weeks after we broke up.
Issac's annversery
I will remember sitting on my stairwell, crying and crying, for what i've no idea.And spud walking up the stairs (fucking slowly) and licking my face.
Johnny Ramones Death.
Apc live in concert.
Shaking James Iha's Hand.
I will remember the mornings sitting in the sun mates around.
The day Spud went away.
Emo chats with Mum.
The talk with Nick to town that time.
I remember mine and Nicks few All-nighters.
Happy times at 6ft.
The hugs.
All the fucking kisses and makeout sessions bahaha!
The Ball.
The Afterball.
Colins dying and funeral.
The fact that this year was the first year i fully realised how totally inlove my parents are.
Parties at my place.
The days before/after my parties ie. The Bondage porn and Kerrys reaction.
Jwinny Visiting.
Dimebag Death.
So many memories that i am scared will go away. Good times. Good people.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Deciding what i needed to do. Going to Tech. And as awful as this sounds, and i don't mean it against him in any way - breaking up with Shanan.Finally.And not going back.
9. What was your biggest failure?
Failing to secure a proper friendship with Shanan. I am going to try this year. *Adds to resolution list*
And dealing with that realationship in a bad way.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Yes
11. What was the best thing you bought?
Hmmm. Whole lot of new Cd's My Medieval ball gown. My Stereo.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Hahaha. I sure think mine did.Among many others.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Hrm. Appalled - Julians hahaha! Depressed, mine probably. That one needs more thinking than i am prepared to give at this point.
14. Where did most of your money go?
Cd's, Petrol, Alcahol.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
When 6ft Opened. Leaving school - in a nervous excited way. Moving house.
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
Hmmm. Get back to you on this one.
One line i will say will work every year.
"Blessed and Cursed and Won"
17. Compared to this time last year, are you
a) Happier or sadder? Happier
b) thinner or fatter? Thinner
c) richer or poorer? Richer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Drinking. Revolutuion 107. Saving Money.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Thinking. Crying. Idoctic behavouir resulting in hurting myself and others.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Been and gone. Spent it with Extended Family.Then had a session with My Brother and watched movies with Mum and Dad.
21. Did you fall in love in 2004?
Nope. I guess i "fell" out of love tho. I fell in lust... a few times ;)
22. How many one-night stands?
None.
23. What was your favourite TV program?
Family Guy. Without Hesitation.
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Nope.
25. What was the best book you read?
Eeeek. John Douglas will always be a fav. Toomany really.
26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Hmm. I guess...Bare with me...
DimeBag.
I have always loved and been in total awe of one of my favorite guitarist's ever. And i've had many musical Heros (i don't like the termanology of what it is to be an Idol).But none has died within the time of me caring deeply for there music (and having cared deeply for years). I mean Frankie did, but i was to young to really gather how that would effect me. And Johnny did but i didn't care _to_ much, namely because he wasn't the best musican ever, nor my favourite, nor still producing anything worth listening to.seems silly.. but yes. I was gutted, torn up etc etc. I don't know the man. But i know his music. And fucking love it. So i guess, my greatest Musical discovery would be... That weird and sad sensation of what it is to have a man you never met yet fully adored die.And the realisation that he will not be hammering out anymore mind blowing solo's. \m/
Also - i discovered many new bands. And saw a few wicked ones live.
And seeing James Iha live on fucking stage. And later shaking his hand.
27. What did you want and get?
Into my desired course at Tech. Made a bundle of new mates.I'm always eager for more.
28. What did you want and not get?
A better job.A mohawk.
29. What was your favourite film of this year?
Fark. I can't remember all that i saw. I loved the Omen. Which was 76. Argh... Pass!
30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
18, I had a party. I forgot most of the events, but thanks to Mr LJ.. got free Nos from Nick and Haylee. I had some herbal uppers from Sarah L. I kissed Sarah L! I forgot about that one. I had my first Clovey in years thanks to Nick and Haylee again! We got pulled over by cops in the Taxi on the way to town.I spilt alcahol on a cops foot - which didn't go down well. I made and ate heaps of Vodka Jelly.Paul Martin Played me The Smashing Pumpkins. My Lj says the head count was at 38. Less than a few of my others but apparently - trusting my shit memorie and my Lj - it was better.
31.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Hmm. It actally was rather satisfying. One of the best in resent years anyway. I think just being able to let go of a hell of a lot of bullshit that i seem to like holding on to.
32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
Same as. More black eyeliner this year tho. I guess it's goth. But i'm not a goth. Maybe it's metal-head. Haha.That and my coat i always wear has FUCKING METAL PATCHES ON IT DIPSHITS.
33. What kept you sane?
I wouldn't say i am sane. I kind of bask in my crazy-ness.
34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
All the Pantera Boys (RIP DIMEBAG) And yes... Even Vinnie - maybe... Mostly Vinnie :P hahahha! BC as fucking always. Drew (?) From Nute - though apparently hes an ugly truck driver now.I dunno. there are lots... lots...I wanna marry a rock star :P
35. What political issue stirred you the most?
Hrm. The re-election of George Bush. The War. The Hamilton Mayoral Elections (LOCAL BODY POLITICS - WOOP).Helen Clarks little painting thing. The fact the Dole is still around@*)#^@)*#@.Heaps really. And more resently. ACC. My silly silly Bf can claim up to $6000 for "Sexual frustration" due to the fact that he fucked his hand up. His WANKING HAND. My tax payer money! If Acc is paying out for bullshit like that, then what the fuck won't they pay out for?
36. Who did you miss?
Issac.
37. Who was the best new person you met?
Hmm. Heaps. Death Metal Mike, Courtney, Aaron, Rock N Roll Chris, Mical, Varouis others.
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
To trust myself more. To talk more about "issues", to open up more - the fact that would trust my mates with my life - yet not open up to them about certain problems/issues.It's crazy. And i've gotten _alot_ better talking about it.To loose people who hurt, annoy and offend me constantly to let go of the past i had with that person, or the mere few good times and let them go. Not because i'm not tollerant. Because i don't need to allow myself to be subjected to hurt and ridicule etc etc
39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
Hrm. There are a few.But i shall give the one that will always be with me.
"Blessed and Cursed and Won"
The Smashing Pumpkins - Muzzle.
Will re-update this later. Left off a few questions. Lazy and they need much more thought.
Goodnight Kids.
FUCK I"VE HAD 2 CIGGIES ALL DAY
I need one.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Last year i resolved to loose weight. And i did.
I also resolved to be nicer to people and at times were.
This year i will loose more weight.
Prehaps join a gym.
Give up smoking some time near the end of the year because i enjoy it now and can't be assed.
Get some work printed.
Form a friendship with Shanan.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
No.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
Yes.
5. What countries did you visit
None sadly. Lots of Road Trips tho.
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
Hrm. Well, i hope a happy satisfining and HEALTHY relationship, prehaps that shall be with Damon prehaps not. **DOESN'T OVER ANALYSE**
I would like to have a wicked flat, with wicked flatmates.
I would like to have more work printed.
NOT MISS OUT ON ANY GIGS!
7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
I will always remember the days of Me, Josh and Marty getting drunk as round at Gavs old place.
The weeks before me and Shanan broke up how hard it was, how easy it was.
The day we broke up.
The Weeks after we broke up.
Issac's annversery
I will remember sitting on my stairwell, crying and crying, for what i've no idea.And spud walking up the stairs (fucking slowly) and licking my face.
Johnny Ramones Death.
Apc live in concert.
Shaking James Iha's Hand.
I will remember the mornings sitting in the sun mates around.
The day Spud went away.
Emo chats with Mum.
The talk with Nick to town that time.
I remember mine and Nicks few All-nighters.
Happy times at 6ft.
The hugs.
All the fucking kisses and makeout sessions bahaha!
The Ball.
The Afterball.
Colins dying and funeral.
The fact that this year was the first year i fully realised how totally inlove my parents are.
Parties at my place.
The days before/after my parties ie. The Bondage porn and Kerrys reaction.
Jwinny Visiting.
Dimebag Death.
So many memories that i am scared will go away. Good times. Good people.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Deciding what i needed to do. Going to Tech. And as awful as this sounds, and i don't mean it against him in any way - breaking up with Shanan.Finally.And not going back.
9. What was your biggest failure?
Failing to secure a proper friendship with Shanan. I am going to try this year. *Adds to resolution list*
And dealing with that realationship in a bad way.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Yes
11. What was the best thing you bought?
Hmmm. Whole lot of new Cd's My Medieval ball gown. My Stereo.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Hahaha. I sure think mine did.Among many others.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Hrm. Appalled - Julians hahaha! Depressed, mine probably. That one needs more thinking than i am prepared to give at this point.
14. Where did most of your money go?
Cd's, Petrol, Alcahol.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
When 6ft Opened. Leaving school - in a nervous excited way. Moving house.
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
Hmmm. Get back to you on this one.
One line i will say will work every year.
"Blessed and Cursed and Won"
17. Compared to this time last year, are you
a) Happier or sadder? Happier
b) thinner or fatter? Thinner
c) richer or poorer? Richer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Drinking. Revolutuion 107. Saving Money.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Thinking. Crying. Idoctic behavouir resulting in hurting myself and others.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Been and gone. Spent it with Extended Family.Then had a session with My Brother and watched movies with Mum and Dad.
21. Did you fall in love in 2004?
Nope. I guess i "fell" out of love tho. I fell in lust... a few times ;)
22. How many one-night stands?
None.
23. What was your favourite TV program?
Family Guy. Without Hesitation.
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Nope.
25. What was the best book you read?
Eeeek. John Douglas will always be a fav. Toomany really.
26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Hmm. I guess...Bare with me...
DimeBag.
I have always loved and been in total awe of one of my favorite guitarist's ever. And i've had many musical Heros (i don't like the termanology of what it is to be an Idol).But none has died within the time of me caring deeply for there music (and having cared deeply for years). I mean Frankie did, but i was to young to really gather how that would effect me. And Johnny did but i didn't care _to_ much, namely because he wasn't the best musican ever, nor my favourite, nor still producing anything worth listening to.seems silly.. but yes. I was gutted, torn up etc etc. I don't know the man. But i know his music. And fucking love it. So i guess, my greatest Musical discovery would be... That weird and sad sensation of what it is to have a man you never met yet fully adored die.And the realisation that he will not be hammering out anymore mind blowing solo's. \m/
Also - i discovered many new bands. And saw a few wicked ones live.
And seeing James Iha live on fucking stage. And later shaking his hand.
27. What did you want and get?
Into my desired course at Tech. Made a bundle of new mates.I'm always eager for more.
28. What did you want and not get?
A better job.A mohawk.
29. What was your favourite film of this year?
Fark. I can't remember all that i saw. I loved the Omen. Which was 76. Argh... Pass!
30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
18, I had a party. I forgot most of the events, but thanks to Mr LJ.. got free Nos from Nick and Haylee. I had some herbal uppers from Sarah L. I kissed Sarah L! I forgot about that one. I had my first Clovey in years thanks to Nick and Haylee again! We got pulled over by cops in the Taxi on the way to town.I spilt alcahol on a cops foot - which didn't go down well. I made and ate heaps of Vodka Jelly.Paul Martin Played me The Smashing Pumpkins. My Lj says the head count was at 38. Less than a few of my others but apparently - trusting my shit memorie and my Lj - it was better.
31.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Hmm. It actally was rather satisfying. One of the best in resent years anyway. I think just being able to let go of a hell of a lot of bullshit that i seem to like holding on to.
32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
Same as. More black eyeliner this year tho. I guess it's goth. But i'm not a goth. Maybe it's metal-head. Haha.That and my coat i always wear has FUCKING METAL PATCHES ON IT DIPSHITS.
33. What kept you sane?
I wouldn't say i am sane. I kind of bask in my crazy-ness.
34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
All the Pantera Boys (RIP DIMEBAG) And yes... Even Vinnie - maybe... Mostly Vinnie :P hahahha! BC as fucking always. Drew (?) From Nute - though apparently hes an ugly truck driver now.I dunno. there are lots... lots...I wanna marry a rock star :P
35. What political issue stirred you the most?
Hrm. The re-election of George Bush. The War. The Hamilton Mayoral Elections (LOCAL BODY POLITICS - WOOP).Helen Clarks little painting thing. The fact the Dole is still around@*)#^@)*#@.Heaps really. And more resently. ACC. My silly silly Bf can claim up to $6000 for "Sexual frustration" due to the fact that he fucked his hand up. His WANKING HAND. My tax payer money! If Acc is paying out for bullshit like that, then what the fuck won't they pay out for?
36. Who did you miss?
Issac.
37. Who was the best new person you met?
Hmm. Heaps. Death Metal Mike, Courtney, Aaron, Rock N Roll Chris, Mical, Varouis others.
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
To trust myself more. To talk more about "issues", to open up more - the fact that would trust my mates with my life - yet not open up to them about certain problems/issues.It's crazy. And i've gotten _alot_ better talking about it.To loose people who hurt, annoy and offend me constantly to let go of the past i had with that person, or the mere few good times and let them go. Not because i'm not tollerant. Because i don't need to allow myself to be subjected to hurt and ridicule etc etc
39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
Hrm. There are a few.But i shall give the one that will always be with me.
"Blessed and Cursed and Won"
The Smashing Pumpkins - Muzzle.
Will re-update this later. Left off a few questions. Lazy and they need much more thought.
Goodnight Kids.
FUCK I"VE HAD 2 CIGGIES ALL DAY
I need one.