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Been busy
Work and Tech.
Had heaps of assinments.
Went out last night when i shouldn't have.
Wasn't going to get drunk (driving and being a good non-mid-week drinker and all)
But bumped into Mical in there, and fuck that girl has a bad infulence on me.(hardly - she just provided me with a place to crash inabling me to get fucking smashed) :P
My mates left when 6ft closed.. so i hung out with Mical and stuff.
Fatty was there and he took of in a grump, because Laura fucking ditched him.
Laura ends up packing this huge tantrum with Mical for no reason
meanwhile i'm like
Fucking confused, i don't even understand how she just got angry - neither does Mical.
So we went back after a while, to the apartment Mical and Laura were house sitting (fucking mint - right in town and flash) we were gunna keep getting drunk there, but Laura kicked her out?!
Mical's like 'I can't drive dude, i'm smashed' She didn't care.
So i drove, even tho i was drunk, Mical was much drunker.
Her house wasn't to far at all.
Pretty fucking naughty of me tho.
But meh.
I was sweet.
Driving a modern car is THE LAMEST EVER. Fucking weird. I was hating it. And such good breaks! :P
So we went back to Micals. Smoked heaps of pot.
Got hungry.Wanted Pizza but it was 4am :( Called Pizza hut anyway. they were closed. FUCKERS. WHAT ABOUT OUR FUCKING NEED FOR PIZZA AT 4AM!?
Chatted about random shit.
And laughed lots.
I had the best time ever, just me and her. Was legendary.
She had work in the morning, poor girl. She dumped me where i had left my car in town. And off i went home.
7am or something awful.
came home. Napped. Then went to tech late. I was a mess.Micheal was about as bad. I felt still drunkish. Fucking seedy as. We both crashed out in class.. Then like, we were so fucked up afterwards, when having a smoke we just cracked up.
Funny pair we are.
I smoked a whole pack of Clovies yesterday bar the 2 i gave away. Fucking dick i am. Even before i got drunk and did my whole chain-smoking thing.
But yeah. In other news. Heres a story for you.
Mical and her ex-bf of over 3 years Lee broke up. They both were still inlove, but they just kinda both went all crazy on eachother.. it wasn't working. Even tho they were hugely inlove.
7months on. They still talked everyday basically, but were smart people, and didn't do the whole "we're broken up but still have sex" thing. So they were just close friends. She was never over him. First night i met her she told me all about him (i knew him through Shanan funnily enough - they were good as mates). So yes, the youngins are both madly inlove (not young - like 21 but still). Lasttime tehy spoke (he's gone away for work) he said "i'd do anything for you Mical, i love you so much still, no girl is like you, (it's fucking true - haha), i can't even think about being with anyone else, it makes me sick" all this shit..
And she realised... after all this denieing, and everyone else being like "duh" (horrid word) she realised she does want to make it work.
So she going to go down to where he's working in Rotovagas this Saturday
and do the surprise movie type thing.. haha (Chz teen movies)ILOVE YOU thing.
Fuck, i hope it works out for them. She's such a beautful person.
I harshly said to her tho, "You better not become all lame and boring as soon as you start going out with him again, i want to see you in 6ft every weekend, because it's just not the same without you" Shes like "FUCKING HELL YEAH MAN"
haha. I love her.
But yeah
How fucking great.
Made me think about Shanan a bit.And how much i'm over him ( i never had any doubt tho), even tho i miss aspects of our realtionship.It's just weird. To be with someone for so long, then not. I would like to be better friends. I think he finds it pretty hard tho. Last tiem i talked to him he implied stuff too, and i don't want to get into all that.
BLAH!
Ohh yeah
And I talked to Gerard.. as i promised i would call him.
I was honest and upfront - fuck leading people on.
Said that i wasn't interested in anything romantically with him. He seemed really sad, but was nice about it. He's so fucking into me, that i thought he might go like, sicko and crazy or something.. i don't know. But he's madly keen for me :\ and i really don't like it. I think that puts me off. That and how intence he is all the fucking time. And the whole, sicko Ex thing. It's weird. I would be okay about going out with someone now, i've had my "single girl fun" i'd be sweet. But yeah, not with him aye. Anyway, he was quite sweet. He asked me out to dinner, as friends. I was like "friends don't go on dates" and i also stated "I don't do fucking dinners, that's lame" hahaha. I'd rather Go to the gardens and chill out under a tree or something.He was cool with all that. Said that maybe me and some of my mates should come over to watch some Dvds and have some beer or something.
Pretty sweet of him.
It won't happen tho.
But yeah, he txted me afew times.
And one thing i fucking hate, is people that txt like retards. And he is one of them. Intellect is hot, txting/typing like a moron is not.
2 is not a letter. U is not a word, neither is B, or Y. Words do not need "Z's" on the end of them. And What is not spelt like "Wot"
FUCK SAKES
*GOES INSANE*
Anyway
*Ramble over*
... I FUCKING HATE VINCE MARTIN...
(but thats a differnt story)
To finnish.
Part of a quiz (The only interesting part) Stolen from Pearl.
. m u s i c .
1) Using band names, spell out your first name:
E lliot Goldenthal
R efused
Y ngwie Malmsteen ( Haha - damnit i could have done Yoko Ono -HAHAHAHA)
N irvana
2) Have you ever had a song written about you?
Umm.. I had a rhyme, along with random guitar strums that changed every time the song was played. It also made no sence, but was quite romantic and sweet.
3) What song makes you cry?
Quite a few.
I have lots of songs that have such emotional meaning to me, but that doesn't mean i will cry every time i hear them. Martha by The Smashing Pumpkins often gets me.
Most Anthrax songs make me cry. Cept for "poison my eyes" which is the only one i have on my comp, for that reason. I don't know why it doesn't effect me like the others. It's not for the lyrics or anything. I just makes me remember Isaac and that makes me sad or sometimes happy-sad.
I cried to Hollow- Pantera the other day.
But yeah, different songs.. all the time.
4) What song makes you happy?
So many, so, so many.Muzzle by Smashing Pumpkins totally makes me grin. Even if's it's not "supposed" to be a"happy song". I get happy when i hear a song i love being played at 6ft or soundproof.
5) What do you like to listen to before bed?
My goth compliation Cd thing recently. It changes often tho. Tonight i think i will play Radiohead.
6) Name a song by Coal Chamber:
Tylers Song, Big truck, Feed my Dreams.Etc. Much love for Chamber.
7) Who was/were your idols when you were younger?
I wouldn't say Idols. I admired lots of people, for different aspects. I have always been incredibly proud to be sister to my older brother.<3
Ringo starr inspired me to take up drumming when i was about 8 years old, of course i played pots and pans for a few years before i got the mighty maxtone.
8) First album you ever bought?
Well not sure who brought them, first albums i owned were:
Cranberries - No need to argue
No doubt - tragic kingdom.
And Alanis - Jagged Little Pill.
9) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why:
Anything Anthrax - Reminds me of Isaac. Which sometimes makes me happy as i like to rememebr and shit but mostly makes me so fucking sad.
Work and Tech.
Had heaps of assinments.
Went out last night when i shouldn't have.
Wasn't going to get drunk (driving and being a good non-mid-week drinker and all)
But bumped into Mical in there, and fuck that girl has a bad infulence on me.(hardly - she just provided me with a place to crash inabling me to get fucking smashed) :P
My mates left when 6ft closed.. so i hung out with Mical and stuff.
Fatty was there and he took of in a grump, because Laura fucking ditched him.
Laura ends up packing this huge tantrum with Mical for no reason
meanwhile i'm like
Fucking confused, i don't even understand how she just got angry - neither does Mical.
So we went back after a while, to the apartment Mical and Laura were house sitting (fucking mint - right in town and flash) we were gunna keep getting drunk there, but Laura kicked her out?!
Mical's like 'I can't drive dude, i'm smashed' She didn't care.
So i drove, even tho i was drunk, Mical was much drunker.
Her house wasn't to far at all.
Pretty fucking naughty of me tho.
But meh.
I was sweet.
Driving a modern car is THE LAMEST EVER. Fucking weird. I was hating it. And such good breaks! :P
So we went back to Micals. Smoked heaps of pot.
Got hungry.Wanted Pizza but it was 4am :( Called Pizza hut anyway. they were closed. FUCKERS. WHAT ABOUT OUR FUCKING NEED FOR PIZZA AT 4AM!?
Chatted about random shit.
And laughed lots.
I had the best time ever, just me and her. Was legendary.
She had work in the morning, poor girl. She dumped me where i had left my car in town. And off i went home.
7am or something awful.
came home. Napped. Then went to tech late. I was a mess.Micheal was about as bad. I felt still drunkish. Fucking seedy as. We both crashed out in class.. Then like, we were so fucked up afterwards, when having a smoke we just cracked up.
Funny pair we are.
I smoked a whole pack of Clovies yesterday bar the 2 i gave away. Fucking dick i am. Even before i got drunk and did my whole chain-smoking thing.
But yeah. In other news. Heres a story for you.
Mical and her ex-bf of over 3 years Lee broke up. They both were still inlove, but they just kinda both went all crazy on eachother.. it wasn't working. Even tho they were hugely inlove.
7months on. They still talked everyday basically, but were smart people, and didn't do the whole "we're broken up but still have sex" thing. So they were just close friends. She was never over him. First night i met her she told me all about him (i knew him through Shanan funnily enough - they were good as mates). So yes, the youngins are both madly inlove (not young - like 21 but still). Lasttime tehy spoke (he's gone away for work) he said "i'd do anything for you Mical, i love you so much still, no girl is like you, (it's fucking true - haha), i can't even think about being with anyone else, it makes me sick" all this shit..
And she realised... after all this denieing, and everyone else being like "duh" (horrid word) she realised she does want to make it work.
So she going to go down to where he's working in Rotovagas this Saturday
and do the surprise movie type thing.. haha (Chz teen movies)ILOVE YOU thing.
Fuck, i hope it works out for them. She's such a beautful person.
I harshly said to her tho, "You better not become all lame and boring as soon as you start going out with him again, i want to see you in 6ft every weekend, because it's just not the same without you" Shes like "FUCKING HELL YEAH MAN"
haha. I love her.
But yeah
How fucking great.
Made me think about Shanan a bit.And how much i'm over him ( i never had any doubt tho), even tho i miss aspects of our realtionship.It's just weird. To be with someone for so long, then not. I would like to be better friends. I think he finds it pretty hard tho. Last tiem i talked to him he implied stuff too, and i don't want to get into all that.
BLAH!
Ohh yeah
And I talked to Gerard.. as i promised i would call him.
I was honest and upfront - fuck leading people on.
Said that i wasn't interested in anything romantically with him. He seemed really sad, but was nice about it. He's so fucking into me, that i thought he might go like, sicko and crazy or something.. i don't know. But he's madly keen for me :\ and i really don't like it. I think that puts me off. That and how intence he is all the fucking time. And the whole, sicko Ex thing. It's weird. I would be okay about going out with someone now, i've had my "single girl fun" i'd be sweet. But yeah, not with him aye. Anyway, he was quite sweet. He asked me out to dinner, as friends. I was like "friends don't go on dates" and i also stated "I don't do fucking dinners, that's lame" hahaha. I'd rather Go to the gardens and chill out under a tree or something.He was cool with all that. Said that maybe me and some of my mates should come over to watch some Dvds and have some beer or something.
Pretty sweet of him.
It won't happen tho.
But yeah, he txted me afew times.
And one thing i fucking hate, is people that txt like retards. And he is one of them. Intellect is hot, txting/typing like a moron is not.
2 is not a letter. U is not a word, neither is B, or Y. Words do not need "Z's" on the end of them. And What is not spelt like "Wot"
FUCK SAKES
*GOES INSANE*
Anyway
*Ramble over*
... I FUCKING HATE VINCE MARTIN...
(but thats a differnt story)
To finnish.
Part of a quiz (The only interesting part) Stolen from Pearl.
. m u s i c .
1) Using band names, spell out your first name:
E lliot Goldenthal
R efused
Y ngwie Malmsteen ( Haha - damnit i could have done Yoko Ono -HAHAHAHA)
N irvana
2) Have you ever had a song written about you?
Umm.. I had a rhyme, along with random guitar strums that changed every time the song was played. It also made no sence, but was quite romantic and sweet.
3) What song makes you cry?
Quite a few.
I have lots of songs that have such emotional meaning to me, but that doesn't mean i will cry every time i hear them. Martha by The Smashing Pumpkins often gets me.
Most Anthrax songs make me cry. Cept for "poison my eyes" which is the only one i have on my comp, for that reason. I don't know why it doesn't effect me like the others. It's not for the lyrics or anything. I just makes me remember Isaac and that makes me sad or sometimes happy-sad.
I cried to Hollow- Pantera the other day.
But yeah, different songs.. all the time.
4) What song makes you happy?
So many, so, so many.Muzzle by Smashing Pumpkins totally makes me grin. Even if's it's not "supposed" to be a"happy song". I get happy when i hear a song i love being played at 6ft or soundproof.
5) What do you like to listen to before bed?
My goth compliation Cd thing recently. It changes often tho. Tonight i think i will play Radiohead.
6) Name a song by Coal Chamber:
Tylers Song, Big truck, Feed my Dreams.Etc. Much love for Chamber.
7) Who was/were your idols when you were younger?
I wouldn't say Idols. I admired lots of people, for different aspects. I have always been incredibly proud to be sister to my older brother.<3
Ringo starr inspired me to take up drumming when i was about 8 years old, of course i played pots and pans for a few years before i got the mighty maxtone.
8) First album you ever bought?
Well not sure who brought them, first albums i owned were:
Cranberries - No need to argue
No doubt - tragic kingdom.
And Alanis - Jagged Little Pill.
9) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why:
Anything Anthrax - Reminds me of Isaac. Which sometimes makes me happy as i like to rememebr and shit but mostly makes me so fucking sad.