So close no matter how far, Couldn't be much more from the heart....
I was went on Launch just before to watch the new Incubus video, because I wanted to see what people were making a big deal over. It's nothing, It's just a political video, nothing really that amazing about it.... The nazi thing, is just an example he's making about how the media brainwashes people, because then it goes into clips of George Bush, waving to people, if anything theyre comparing Bush to Hitler, because after the clip of Hitler saluting the Nazis, it would go into a clip of Bush waving to the people after 9/11 and then it would go into a clip of bombs in Iraq. Anyways, after that video was over, I went to close out the window and go to sleep, and not even write in the journal actualy, but after seeing that video, that song moves you man. You can actualy like relate to shit, like when you see him singing "So close, no matter how far, Couldn't be much more from the heart" in the studio, and the feeling he's putting into it, its just amazing. I know people can toatly relate to that, I know I can, it reminded me of shit, I like to keep my mind off of, like with my dad, like I guess, yeah hes an asshole and everything but I still kinda miss him, and it kinda bothers me a little bit, that I don't see him anymore. But anyways I got a show in a couple hours, at first I didn't really want to play it, too much. I wasn't really looking forward to it. But I mean, if I didn't have Suffage, I don't know, I probably wouldn't be happy as much as a usualy am around my friends, because my band, they're like my brothers, I don't know, it's so cool being able to chill outside of practices and shit. I'm so happy with that band its unbelieveable. But anyways, the show tomorrow should be amazing. I know were going to put on an awesome show, I think we are closing, I know innate just dropped off, because theyre drummer couldnt make the show. But hey whatever man, it's still gonna be awesome. I'm looking forward to chilling with people and shit, it's gonna be awesome. Im gonna get some sleep, I gotta be at Olive's at 1, and I gotta be up at 11 (in 7 hours). Peace