I don't even know what to say...
Alright I don't know who the fuck is telling my father's friends shit about me, it's funny how I try to have a journal and express personal shit, and wow. The person told him i'm "smoking pot, drinking, i'm going on tour with the band, I said I don't have a father...(well in some ways I don't)" The BEST one was "Daniel said he's cutting a record deal for a movie" LMFAO WHAT THE FUCK?! I never ever said my band was on a label!!! We were going to do a SONG for an INDEPENDANT MOVIE CALLED INNOCENT VICTIMS!! Whoever you are I love how you tell my father shit about me, even though I don't want to see him anymore, because of the shit he's done and said to me... But i'm sure you knew that, because you read every single one of my journal entries. Thanks for telling him I said "I don't have a father" and trying to start shit. I won't deny I never said that because I did, but I didn't say it meaning he was dead or something I said it because he's not in my life anymore. After today it's officaly done between me and him, and thanks a lot for telling him some shit I would have never told him. But you know what, I don't care anymore because he told my mom to tell me "Have a nice life" and you can tell him I said the same, he can have a nice life as well, say hi to Robert and Julie for me also. Try and do something nice for once instead of making shit worse. I love my "family" on his side also. Thanks Kristina, Your just the fucking greatest for telling him I smoked pot, after I quit. You said i'm crazy? Weren't you the one running away all the time? So I smoke ciggarattes, big fucking deal, so do you... Don't pull that "I love you, it's for your best interest" bullshit, I blocked you and half of the family for a reason... Because I have no family. There's not one fucking person in that "family" that even gave a shit about me, or does for that matter Linda, Bob, Staci, Brian, Roxanne, Joe, Julie and Robert are fine. But with the exception of them I could fucking die tommorow, and not one of you would be there, and i'm glad.
Teenage angst has paid off well
Now I'm bored and old
Self-appointed judges judge
More than they have sold
If she floats than she is not
A witch like we had thought
A down payment on another
One at salem's lot
Serve the servants - Oh no (x4)
That legendary divorce is such a bore
As my bones grew they did hurt
They hurt really bad
I tried hard to have a father
But instead I have a dad
I just want you to know that I
Don't hate you anymore
There is nothing I could say
That I haven't thought before
Serve the servants - Oh no (x4)
That legendary divorce is such a bore
Serve the servants - Oh no (x7)
That legendary divorce is such a bore
I'm gonna make some plans for later on, maybe see a movie with some homies. Peace
Teenage angst has paid off well
Now I'm bored and old
Self-appointed judges judge
More than they have sold
If she floats than she is not
A witch like we had thought
A down payment on another
One at salem's lot
Serve the servants - Oh no (x4)
That legendary divorce is such a bore
As my bones grew they did hurt
They hurt really bad
I tried hard to have a father
But instead I have a dad
I just want you to know that I
Don't hate you anymore
There is nothing I could say
That I haven't thought before
Serve the servants - Oh no (x4)
That legendary divorce is such a bore
Serve the servants - Oh no (x7)
That legendary divorce is such a bore
I'm gonna make some plans for later on, maybe see a movie with some homies. Peace