Are my screams loud for you to hear me?
Look, I know to some people it seems like I have been avoiding you or something, but look, that's not it at all. I just have so much shit going on right now, and i'm not pushing you guys away or w/e, just I don't have that much free time, and i'm getting shit at the house, so I don't really like talking about it, but I mean, I can't be happy all the time, sorry, it's kinda hard when you don't see your father anymore and your family dosen't give a shit about you or anyone else... I'm not geting into it because I don't like talking about it. I really miss talking to Heather, we kinda drifted also, because of this shit, it's been bothering me for a while now. I don't think i'm gonna quit smoking either, sorry guys, it's just not happening. But in better news, I think i'm going back to the studio one last time, to put the finishing touches on Only Target, then i'm gonna give it to Ed and have him master it. Next month hopefully we're recording three more songs, and putting out a live cd.. yeah yeah yeah, you heard it already, so no need to repeat it, ah oh well i'm gonna go or something..