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oh whatever.
im really fucking feeling bad. stephy hates me, and no matter how i try to fix it my words come out wrong and even while im typing there just wrong. sure ive mad some mistakes in the past but god damnit cant those mistakes dis-continue. it seems like everything i say is wrong and she just proves it to me over and over. every single thing i say is wrong, okay? wrong. your right im wrong, as usual. im a stoopid fuck just like youve been telling me. just watch. youll tell me this is wrong also.
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to janelle, i am very fucking sorry. i never ment to hurt you even if i did and i take everything ive ever sayd bad or mean to you back, i love you like a sister. my best friend, my only comfert zone. you are beautiful even if you dont think you are you are the prettiest person ive ever seen, on the outside and the inside. you care for people so much and its really taught me a lesson about how to treat people, im working on it i really am. i could learn so many lessons from you in five minutes, and you always give the best advice. youve helped me more then ive ever helped you and im sorry.
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anyone want to know my few days of hell.
probably not, but ill tell you anyways. me and lanie go to the mall one day but first were at our house. she takes a pack of smokes without me noticing and we leave to catch the bus. a while later she told me she took them and i got upset, "nalanie no, dont fuckin take them you know how much shit id be in if she caught me!?" and she did. nalanie got caught smokeing them and her dad phoned my mum. sooner or later i realize im at nalanies house by force infront of her parents crying. i balled my face off two days straight out of boredom. i also played with alot of raw noodles. i was grounded until i cried so my mum felt bad for me. ahahaha. but i felt bad because i cried my hardest when i couldnt go to marias. my head hurt after that haha. anyways.. i got an ipod today. :) and now im not grounded. Score.
and no, i dont want yer sympathy. kthanks.
im really fucking feeling bad. stephy hates me, and no matter how i try to fix it my words come out wrong and even while im typing there just wrong. sure ive mad some mistakes in the past but god damnit cant those mistakes dis-continue. it seems like everything i say is wrong and she just proves it to me over and over. every single thing i say is wrong, okay? wrong. your right im wrong, as usual. im a stoopid fuck just like youve been telling me. just watch. youll tell me this is wrong also.
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to janelle, i am very fucking sorry. i never ment to hurt you even if i did and i take everything ive ever sayd bad or mean to you back, i love you like a sister. my best friend, my only comfert zone. you are beautiful even if you dont think you are you are the prettiest person ive ever seen, on the outside and the inside. you care for people so much and its really taught me a lesson about how to treat people, im working on it i really am. i could learn so many lessons from you in five minutes, and you always give the best advice. youve helped me more then ive ever helped you and im sorry.
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anyone want to know my few days of hell.
probably not, but ill tell you anyways. me and lanie go to the mall one day but first were at our house. she takes a pack of smokes without me noticing and we leave to catch the bus. a while later she told me she took them and i got upset, "nalanie no, dont fuckin take them you know how much shit id be in if she caught me!?" and she did. nalanie got caught smokeing them and her dad phoned my mum. sooner or later i realize im at nalanies house by force infront of her parents crying. i balled my face off two days straight out of boredom. i also played with alot of raw noodles. i was grounded until i cried so my mum felt bad for me. ahahaha. but i felt bad because i cried my hardest when i couldnt go to marias. my head hurt after that haha. anyways.. i got an ipod today. :) and now im not grounded. Score.
and no, i dont want yer sympathy. kthanks.