Weeheeooo.
i officially think everyone is insane and i should rule the world.
kay thanks.
no. but anyways. just came back from nalanies. honestly, just reading her veiws on life has changed mine that much. made me understand the real her, and how much were the same.
yet. she says this. and nalanie im sorry if you didnt want me quoting but its nothing extreme so ima do it.
"you cant be a teenager for long, so take advantage of what you can and have fun with your life no matter the consicuences." kay, thats not the excact wording and i cant spell but you get the point.
im just pointing out that the decisions ive been making lately have given me the oppertunity to have fun. mhhhm. i really admire nalanie after tonight. mainly because were pretty much the same people, from what i know. and i know that thats not what she wants to hear.
on the other hand, i finally got a chance to talk to beau again. my beautiful beau who is mine this time. miiine. xD his computer crashed. i knew he had no reason to aviod me. i have to see him soon.
yup, thats pretty much it besides the gurlfriend hes had for the past 2 and a half years and him have been fighting lots, and i feel really, really bad. i know beau would never put his heart and soul into someone unless he cares to the extreme. im hopeing i will be cared for like that soon. end of story.
god damn mother and her nagging, telling me i am in dire need of some sleep. im really not.
its you i miss.
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edit.// within 15 seconds, my mood just changed from fucking happy, to fuckng depressed. +reads alis post over and over+ why. WHY. im gone if you do this again..
please dont let it.
i fucking beg of you.
kay thanks.
no. but anyways. just came back from nalanies. honestly, just reading her veiws on life has changed mine that much. made me understand the real her, and how much were the same.
yet. she says this. and nalanie im sorry if you didnt want me quoting but its nothing extreme so ima do it.
"you cant be a teenager for long, so take advantage of what you can and have fun with your life no matter the consicuences." kay, thats not the excact wording and i cant spell but you get the point.
im just pointing out that the decisions ive been making lately have given me the oppertunity to have fun. mhhhm. i really admire nalanie after tonight. mainly because were pretty much the same people, from what i know. and i know that thats not what she wants to hear.
on the other hand, i finally got a chance to talk to beau again. my beautiful beau who is mine this time. miiine. xD his computer crashed. i knew he had no reason to aviod me. i have to see him soon.
yup, thats pretty much it besides the gurlfriend hes had for the past 2 and a half years and him have been fighting lots, and i feel really, really bad. i know beau would never put his heart and soul into someone unless he cares to the extreme. im hopeing i will be cared for like that soon. end of story.
god damn mother and her nagging, telling me i am in dire need of some sleep. im really not.
its you i miss.
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edit.// within 15 seconds, my mood just changed from fucking happy, to fuckng depressed. +reads alis post over and over+ why. WHY. im gone if you do this again..
please dont let it.
i fucking beg of you.