Never seem to realise all the good things I missed until it's all gone.
I could list so many things even from my childhood...
Living in Japan, having the best lifestyle, the nicest house, school, friends, everything ever.. and just crying constantly because I missed my brothers, who were at uni in UK. Never appreciating everything I have and got but I guess it's all materialism anyway. Still those things don't come often.
When I was a child, I was unsocial, paranoid, shy, quiet and never knowing what to say. I was slow, hopelessly romantic and dreamy. Some of those things are still true, sometimes, although it varies with different people I guess. I think I had a sheltered childhood but you can't always blame the parents. Especially when you have the most loving, caring parents ever.. =) I was also mad about Titanic, Leonardo Di Caprio and the Spice Girls...haven't times changed =)
Now, you never completely change..not er quite into Leonardo anymore... but now talking to new people and different people really motivates me..something I was anxious about 10 years ago and although I'm probably better at listening than blasting my mouth off with gossip, I really do like to get to know people. Although it seems hard for everyone else to have a normal conversation these days. I mean why can't you be friendly and open up to everyone else otherwise conversations are boring if you reply with a disinterested tone, can't be bothered attitude and I don't want to be here go away look.
Anyhoo i'm going to bed before I bore you all to death
Living in Japan, having the best lifestyle, the nicest house, school, friends, everything ever.. and just crying constantly because I missed my brothers, who were at uni in UK. Never appreciating everything I have and got but I guess it's all materialism anyway. Still those things don't come often.
When I was a child, I was unsocial, paranoid, shy, quiet and never knowing what to say. I was slow, hopelessly romantic and dreamy. Some of those things are still true, sometimes, although it varies with different people I guess. I think I had a sheltered childhood but you can't always blame the parents. Especially when you have the most loving, caring parents ever.. =) I was also mad about Titanic, Leonardo Di Caprio and the Spice Girls...haven't times changed =)
Now, you never completely change..not er quite into Leonardo anymore... but now talking to new people and different people really motivates me..something I was anxious about 10 years ago and although I'm probably better at listening than blasting my mouth off with gossip, I really do like to get to know people. Although it seems hard for everyone else to have a normal conversation these days. I mean why can't you be friendly and open up to everyone else otherwise conversations are boring if you reply with a disinterested tone, can't be bothered attitude and I don't want to be here go away look.
Anyhoo i'm going to bed before I bore you all to death