calibrate map
Every time I try to tell myself that being in a relationship could potentially be just as bad or worse than being single I realize that I am lying to myself because deep down I actually have faith. I believe I can attain the relationship I've always wanted. Somehow. Someday. It could happen. Like anything else in life that I really want, I just have to know what it is and go for it without stopping until I get there. I've been taking too many side streets. Been too easily led down someone else's road. I've meandered and negotiated too much to the benefit of others. I've been the spectator of which I am so critical in others who do not captain their own destinies.
And man, have I let myself be just plain used, which my heart cannot endure. But no more. I've calibrated my compass, consulted the gods and whispered into the wind. It's time to follow the path that was intended for ME, and if I'm meant to be accompanied, let me for once wisely distinguish a travel partner from a stealth hijacker.
And man, have I let myself be just plain used, which my heart cannot endure. But no more. I've calibrated my compass, consulted the gods and whispered into the wind. It's time to follow the path that was intended for ME, and if I'm meant to be accompanied, let me for once wisely distinguish a travel partner from a stealth hijacker.