fuck the stress of imagined failure:update
past two weeks have gone well. i'm studying pretty much all of my time, especially last week, but this week i went to the review class and was made to feel like i was really far along in the material by the teacher and students so i've been taking it easier, which is fine, a breaky break. so today, tomorrow, and sunday will be full days of me and materials, a little bit of laundry and cleaning a doctors appointment. and finding my gym card, i have a wedding to attend next sunday. bummer on the sunday tip. bummer on the far drive to fallbrook and the fact all of sunday will be devoted to this but i am looking forward to the wedding, my dress sort of, and having a good time.
60 some more days until the test.
i have that "the night before the exam" feeling every day now. it sucks, my brother says he's never had that experience, and well that's because he's into his studies like i'd like to be. i'm getting there. when i finally stopped minding the stress last week and sat, slept and woke up with the material i started really getting past the exam and into the material.
bye!
60 some more days until the test.
i have that "the night before the exam" feeling every day now. it sucks, my brother says he's never had that experience, and well that's because he's into his studies like i'd like to be. i'm getting there. when i finally stopped minding the stress last week and sat, slept and woke up with the material i started really getting past the exam and into the material.
bye!