Jun 25, 2008 15:48
Rating- R
Summary- Joel is settling down, after he and Benji parted ways. Benji is now in trouble and needs Joel by his side again.
Pairings- benji/joel, Joel/ OFC, Benji/Tony, Benji/ OMC
Disclaimer- I don't own any of the characters, other than John. The situation in this here story is fictious, meaning it is fake and hasn't happened, nor will it ever.
Notes- I have written fan fiction before, but this is my first involving twincest.
Joel sat in Starbucks with a black coffee in his hands. He was meeting up with Josh. He needed to find out how bad Benji was. He recieved the letter from Benji three days ago, and he couldn't get the words out his head. How could his twin brother catch aids? It had to be a joke. Its all Tony's fault, it has to be. Benji was fine before that bastard got involved. "Earth to Joel", Josh waved his hand infront of his brothers' eyes.
"Hey Josh", smiled Joel, shakiing himself out of his daze, standing up and hugging his older brother.
"So, Joel", Josh sat himself down opposite Joel. "What's up"?
" This is what's up", Joel tossed the, now worn out, letter to Josh.
Josh looked at the piece of paper in front of him, reading it over. He smirked, "so he has finally grown a pair".
"What do you mean?"
"Do you know how long I've been trying to get him to talk to you?"
Joel threw a confused look at his brother, why would Benji not talk to him? There never used to be a problem, they used to be close. "Why would he not want to talk to me?"
"Are you aware how much of him you killed when you went off with Nicole", Josh shook his head.
"You make it seem like I tried to slaughter him", Joel argued.
"Honestly Joel, I think that would have been less painful for him. You have no idea what kind of mess he is in. You call yourself his twin, you have just elbowed him out of your life."
"Josh, I'm not the bad one here. What we had, it was unnatural, wrong even. It should never have happened".
"Have you not taken in anything on this letter", Josh shook the letter infront of his brother. "He loves you, man. And I don't think he'll ever stop. As much as it weirds me out thinking of my little brothers like that, you guys belong together."
"No! I belong with Nic and he belongs with that bastard."
"Tony? You think this is Tony's fault don't you? Joel, Benji is an adult, Tony is the only person he sees on a regular basis. It was Tony who forced him to speak to me, and probably write this letter to you."
"That guy is still a dick."
"Don't huff Joel. Tony was someone for Benji to turn to. How the fuck do you think he felt? Everyone knew you were with Nic before him. Fuck, you told MTV over your own twin."
"He was with Tony, what was I supposed to do?"
"Talk to Benj. He was never with Tony. They only got together AFTER they moved to Chicago. He felt desserted, Tony was lost, he felt so bad for killing that guy. They went together to comfort each other."
"Yeah, i'm sure it was comfort", Joel sneered.
Josh ran a hand through his hair, getting frustrated. "You pushed him away you know? You broke his heart. I've never seen him so cut up over anything before."
"Josh, you aren't going to make me feel bad about this."
"You know you've done wrong, don't you. You need to see him, speak to him."
"You can't make me."
"Joel, grow up! This isn't for you, its for Benji. Mom's scared he's gonna do something stupid, and your the only one who can get through to him".
"Why me, your his brother too?"
"He still loves you, I think he'll still follow you to the ends of the earth."
"I can't, I have my life here".
"Take a good long look at yourself Joel. Cause the Joel I know would never let Benji do this to himself".
"Do what? Whore himself out?"
"Do you wanna know something? Matt gave me their address, I went round to find two 60 year old bikers fucking my little brother. Can you seriously tell me that you don't want to get him out of that?"
"60? Its really that bad?"
Josh nodded, tears slowly rolling down his cheeks."When I eventually spoke to him, you should of seen his eyes. So dull, just not Benji. He's becoming someone else, someone I don't think I wanna know".
Joel listened to his brother, looking in his fearful eyes. "Man", Joel sighed.
"I know. Though if it wasn't for Tony, I think Benji would already be dead."
"Don't say that, Josh."
"It's true, its like they are just keeping each others head above water".
"I think we need to go to Chicago."
"Finally", Josh sighed, standing up, pulling Joel to his feet. "I just hope we're not too late".
"Me too", whispered Joel, as he and his brother left the coffee shop.
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