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I am finding it hard to update anything online these days. I don't know why. I go through phases of this feeling all the time. It gets hard to find the motivations, because everything seems pretty pointless. I have been trying to live positively, and this feeling is so against what I have been trying to do.
I am currently at home, waiting for a delivery, not doing what I wanted to do today. So, I decided to try and write something. I just haven't got the energy to anything, really. I have been trying to change that by doing some exercise through Zumba and other fitness apps. But when I don't have much motivation in general, it is hard to do something that expels energy. I did try some Zumba earlier, but I am not very good at it.
But I have done some housework today, and I am writing this, which is something. Little steps, and that. Hopefully it shifts soon. I am just going to try and push through it.
I am currently at home, waiting for a delivery, not doing what I wanted to do today. So, I decided to try and write something. I just haven't got the energy to anything, really. I have been trying to change that by doing some exercise through Zumba and other fitness apps. But when I don't have much motivation in general, it is hard to do something that expels energy. I did try some Zumba earlier, but I am not very good at it.
But I have done some housework today, and I am writing this, which is something. Little steps, and that. Hopefully it shifts soon. I am just going to try and push through it.