Lies
Title:Lies
Author: Me(Sue Representgc)
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Why did you lie?
Disclaimer: This is a representation of a figment of my imagination. So it's not real. I also feel I should add that this is the first time in about 18 months I have felt compelled enough to write a fic. So whoopee!!
Why did you lie?
Why did you tell me we could make it?
Why do you tell the world that the band haven't been closer?
Why did you say that that it was an accident Nicole became pregnant?
Why did you say that you had another accident?
Why did you propose, then tell me she meant nothing?
Why did you let her change who you were?
Why did I believe you?
How does it feel being abandoned by your other half?
How does it feel knowing I know its not me?
How does it feel that I figured out your lies?
How does it feel that I am too loyal to ruin you?
How does it feel that it's you who did this?
How does it feel that I am drinking again?
How does it feel that I carved your name into my arm?
How does it feel that you destroyed me?
How does it feel that no matter what you have done, I love you?
I promised I would always be there for you, but I can't. I have no life, because you were my life, and to you I don't exist. Do you know, if I could carry a child for you, I would do it in a heartbeat? But that's not good enough, and you always get what you want.
I hope murder feels good on your conscious, because, Joel, you killed your brother.