I found this
I'm excited about the possibility of taking a class that requires writing, because I miss writing with all my soul. I just don't have the time to function anymore...and when I do my brain is so plagued...(is that spelt right???)
So, I found
florescent lights
a comfy moment
captured
(some scenic beginning)
it doesn't matter
that i'm overwhelmed,
overworked,
and underpaid.
It doesn't matter that
my family is held together
with silly string--
or that I'm always worrying
about how the rent'll get paid...
Nothing matters now.
Caught up in some catchy song,
I let myself forget
that I'm lying on some
futon mattress,
on a cart...
looking at a florescently lit ceiling.
I let myself float
drift...
caught up in the magic of
breathing
living
existing.
Then my cart dream gets busted
(don't they always?)
furniture, line 1.
life goes on.
Oh, also, the issues go on. I haven't had another encounter since my last post...so nothing new's happening, except my story is climbing the ladder, so to speak. I've talked to several important people, and I feel like events are occuring in a positive manner. Otherwise in my world, I'm just classin' it, looking forward to fall break...even though it's only two days. It's two days dudes! I'm going on an outdoor adventure of some sort. I'm also excited about C-N football this weekend. My sister's coming over and we're gaming it. I'm quite happy. :)
LOST AND BATTLESTAR GALACTICA BOTH START THIS WEEK! OMG!!!
I'm thinking about future things...this week it's Graduate School, time left @ C-N, and work...I want to go to Graduate School for Appalachian Studies, either at ETSU or Appalachian State (in Boone, NC). I anticipated graduating C-N in May of '08, but lately it seems redundant. I'll have 60 hours easily by next fall, and if I can get 4 Spanish classes in two semesters, plus possible summer service which would make three classes in two semesters...then I can graduate after next fall. Nothing i'm taking in Spring '08 is required for my degree, that can't be re-arranged around otherwise. I'm also stressin' and trying to figure out what I can do to get more time for me...and I've figured out that 1)I'm not taking something unless 1)it's incredibly cool or 2)required and that I'd like to get more financial aid so I could drop work study. I like it, as far as workstudy goes it's good pie, I think...but if I didn't have to have the money I wouldn't do it. I've just come to realize that lately. So I'm seeking scholarship money.
Yeah...I guess that's me. I had an update after all. Who knew?
So, I found
florescent lights
a comfy moment
captured
(some scenic beginning)
it doesn't matter
that i'm overwhelmed,
overworked,
and underpaid.
It doesn't matter that
my family is held together
with silly string--
or that I'm always worrying
about how the rent'll get paid...
Nothing matters now.
Caught up in some catchy song,
I let myself forget
that I'm lying on some
futon mattress,
on a cart...
looking at a florescently lit ceiling.
I let myself float
drift...
caught up in the magic of
breathing
living
existing.
Then my cart dream gets busted
(don't they always?)
furniture, line 1.
life goes on.
Oh, also, the issues go on. I haven't had another encounter since my last post...so nothing new's happening, except my story is climbing the ladder, so to speak. I've talked to several important people, and I feel like events are occuring in a positive manner. Otherwise in my world, I'm just classin' it, looking forward to fall break...even though it's only two days. It's two days dudes! I'm going on an outdoor adventure of some sort. I'm also excited about C-N football this weekend. My sister's coming over and we're gaming it. I'm quite happy. :)
LOST AND BATTLESTAR GALACTICA BOTH START THIS WEEK! OMG!!!
I'm thinking about future things...this week it's Graduate School, time left @ C-N, and work...I want to go to Graduate School for Appalachian Studies, either at ETSU or Appalachian State (in Boone, NC). I anticipated graduating C-N in May of '08, but lately it seems redundant. I'll have 60 hours easily by next fall, and if I can get 4 Spanish classes in two semesters, plus possible summer service which would make three classes in two semesters...then I can graduate after next fall. Nothing i'm taking in Spring '08 is required for my degree, that can't be re-arranged around otherwise. I'm also stressin' and trying to figure out what I can do to get more time for me...and I've figured out that 1)I'm not taking something unless 1)it's incredibly cool or 2)required and that I'd like to get more financial aid so I could drop work study. I like it, as far as workstudy goes it's good pie, I think...but if I didn't have to have the money I wouldn't do it. I've just come to realize that lately. So I'm seeking scholarship money.
Yeah...I guess that's me. I had an update after all. Who knew?