so fucking sick
of bullshit. everytime i put myself out there i get spat in the fucking face. i'm so over it, i'm not going to do it anymore. i know if you don't put yourself out there you can't find anything but there's nothing worth finding, there's nothing worth fighting for. this world is filled with SO MUCH BULLSHIT. i'm just sick of getting walked all over, so i walk all over everybody else. i throw people away when people throw me away. the cycle of life is really fucked up, and i'm tired of living this way.