feeling a lil down...
I have no idea what's gotten into me lately...
but i feel so depressed...
i realized.. i haven't talked to alot of my friends in a long time... and they haven't talked to me either...
i haven't seen my dogs in soooo long .. i miss them like hell...
everything makes me feel so shitty and sad....
why is that...???
i have the most wonderful friend and husband who makes me happy...
but i still feel sad.... especially when he's not around... i feel even more lonely... and more outcasted...
damn
is that what happens when you start living on your own and then you get married?
no one wants to even talk to you anymore except your husband?
everything is a debate and argument... and nothing more or less... with everyone else....
its just hey... and a bye... and nothing in between...?
maybe its just a phase...
but why do i feel so .... a.l.o.n.e..... like i'm all by myself in this world....
damn i miss joey... and i have to go to work soon....
but i feel so depressed...
i realized.. i haven't talked to alot of my friends in a long time... and they haven't talked to me either...
i haven't seen my dogs in soooo long .. i miss them like hell...
everything makes me feel so shitty and sad....
why is that...???
i have the most wonderful friend and husband who makes me happy...
but i still feel sad.... especially when he's not around... i feel even more lonely... and more outcasted...
damn
is that what happens when you start living on your own and then you get married?
no one wants to even talk to you anymore except your husband?
everything is a debate and argument... and nothing more or less... with everyone else....
its just hey... and a bye... and nothing in between...?
maybe its just a phase...
but why do i feel so .... a.l.o.n.e..... like i'm all by myself in this world....
damn i miss joey... and i have to go to work soon....