Connor's sweet experimantation
The first time he noticed that he was not strictly attracted to Girls was when he accidently saw Captain Ryan in the showers after a run in with some foul spitting creature, the soldier was standing under the shower, head tipped back a look of pure contentment on his face, Connor couldn’t stop looking further down,* I mean he wasn’t a saint and all that and neither did he say he was* , Broad shoulders followed a hard muscled chest with a line of dark hair pointing down towards, *gulp* he suddenly couldn’t stop staring at the swollen cock in front of him,, he’s own cock tighten in his pants making for an uncomfortable place, a discreet cough disturbed him from his oberservation, Connor raised his head and found himself looking directly into Ryan’s eyes, a amused expression met his own startled look, Ryan pushed his gun callused hand down his tanned chest and lightly took his own cook in hand, fully aware that Connor could not look away from the sight
“Well Connor, how bout -“ Ryan was cut off by the anomaly detector going off, a sigh before he pushed away from the shower, walking naked past Connor, the solider stopped, turned his head back and kissed him sweetly but with restrained passion, Connor moaned, low and needy, a hand on his butt startled him, Ryan released him
“Will continue this at mine after this one” Before going on his way whistling, Connor touched his lips and smiled *my first man kiss*he thought.
That day was the day that Ryan never came back out.
Connor tried to experiment after that, by sneakily getting male porn magazines’, and buying the equipment, he was highly embarrassed the first time he went in the local supermarket to get lube and condoms, the woman behind the desk gave a sweet smile and a knowing wink, Connor never felt more embarrassed his face could have powered the city. Two weeks after that incident and shoving the stuff in a draw never to be looked at again, Connor found himself at home with Abby gone out with a few mates and the team down on stand-by after Stephan had died, with nothing else to do but not wanting to think and cry about the funeral.
Connor took the items out of his draw and sat them on the bed, looking at them and the gay manual he managed to sneakily print from a website, he got undressed and laid down on the bed making sure that the lube was open, first he poured some onto his hand and started to rub his flaccid cock, picturing his team leader Nick *he always had a bit of a secret crush, those shoulders and slight rugged look, and the quick peek in the shower room at the ARC* as he started to harden, Connor thought about what it would be like to have anal sex, the manual said it would kind of hurt on the first time, but most found it very good even straight men sometimes liked having their prostrate rubbed. Connor started to pant with needy whimpers thinking about what Nick’s cock would look like hard and how would it feel rubbing against him. He rubbed more lube onto his fingers and slowly traced behind his balls, past the premium and stroke his own hole, it felt weird but not bad, as he got more daring he pushed a fingertip in, the manual said to relax and then push his finger inside to get used to the feeling, Connor did just that as he pushed the finger in, it ran firm over a small bump, Connor’s hips jack-knifed up pushing his cock into his other hand and down onto the finger, he was in a mindless goo his cock leaking and pleasure bursting all over his body and lighting up the inside of his eyelids, as Connor did it again, the pleasure spiked at the base of his spine and he was cumming and moaning loudly, he opened his eyes took out his finger and removed his hand away from his now soft cock wiping them both on the cover and was shocked to feel sated and loose-limbed, he put the stuff at the back of the draw, got underneath the covers and quickly feel asleep, too happy to even dream.
Connor didn’t really think about it, well he did but made sure not to let it show on his face but started taking notice of the male side of the dating pool, sometimes thinking that the guy was hot or not, and ideally wondering if Becker was gay, *I mean those BDU’s are very tight and good fantasy material*. As he started to take notice he experimented more with his own body seeing if his own nipples were sensitive *which they were* and started to get used to stretching himself though never having anything but his fingers. Then Helen came along again.
Walking through the hospital, for the new anomaly Connor thought that today is the day that he was going to tell Nick that he had a crush on him hopefully he wouldn’t punch his lights out or something even worse to him. But then when they went back finding Helen, the Cleaners and a clone of Nick, it threw a spanner into the works, as if it couldn’t get worse the building blew up, Connor couldn’t leave Nick to go back in there, couldn’t leave him to Helen and not save him, *bloody hell I maybe even loved Nick* But he was too late, he couldn’t save him, only stay with him and softly kiss him on the lips, Nick looked surprised but just smiled
“It’s okay, just sit with me” Before Nick laid his head on his shoulder and never woke up.
That was the day Connor lost his first love and maybe a piece of his heart.
After a few weeks of crying randomly *the worse one was when he was in the supermarket and he saw a product called cutter, Abby had to lead him out with everybody staring* He felt that he could contain himself in a semi-normal way, he started noticing how Becker would have a expression of sadness but also of intrigue on his face like he was working out a puzzle. Connor didn’t think anything of it until they were at the Airport, after smacking his head on the baggage vehicle trying to lead the giganotosaurus away from the plane and Danny teasing the dinosaur away from eating him. Connor ended up on the lap of Becker, Jenny in the back and Abby driving them in the mini following his directions back to the hanger, Connor wiggled a bit on Becker’s lap when they went onto the grass verge
“Oh Connor that’s my -“ moaned Becker, Connor stopped himself from saying anything as there was an unmistakably hard bulge pressing up against his ass, he tried to shift again when Becker’s hand closed around his hip hard and his body with a quick thrust pressed into Connors ass, but then it was all action stations and the moment was forgotten.
Later when it was a bit quieter, the team was given the next few days off baring an anomaly, Connor was sitting in the Locker room looking at his hands wondering where he was going to stay while Abby had her brother in town. When a hand rested on his shoulder, Connor jumped and near fell of the bench before the same hand closed around his wrist and hauled him up against, as Connor smiled, a hard and deeply masculine body
“I heard the conversation with Abby, you can stay round mine” Becker’s breathe on his ear
“Thanks” Connor manage to whisper into Becker’s neck, his free hand clutching onto the bicep of Becker, a shiver ran through the solider before the hand that was holding tight enough to make bruises around his wrist dropped down and curled around one of Connors ass cheeks, Connor couldn’t stop the whimper and full body shiver that escaped. Becker groaned and lightly thrust his hips into the cradle of Connors.
“Well let’s get your stuff and go to mine” Connor could only nod, a million thoughts running through his head but none stuck long enough to make an impression. Becker kissed him hard on the lips and thrust his tongue in Connors mouth to swallow the groan. Becker then pulled back and looked at him darting from his mouth to eyes “I got to go and fill in some paper work, you meet me by my car” as he turned to leave, Connor realized what he said, and grabbed onto Becker's hand pulling him back “please don’t leave me alone, they always leave after one kiss and never come back, please let me go with you” Becker looked startled and then smiled “sure” before pulling Connor out of the room.
The ride was long, but they didn’t talk didn’t say a word, just slow breathing after Connor got his stuff from Abby, Becker’s hand on his thigh, stroking the inner with his thumb slowly driving Connor into a aroused state, his hands moving to his head, the dashboard before setter ling behind his head, spreading his legs open and allowing Becker to see him hard and needy. Soon the car stopped in a underground parking spot, Connor couldn’t wait anymore Becker keeping him on the edge ever since they left, he lent over and kissed Becker with all the pent-up passion that had been building, Becker clearly surprised gave into the kiss, his other hand suddenly pressing into his crouch, Connor threw his head back and mewled thrusting his hips into the tanned hand, Becker quickly started sucking and biting his adam’s apple, “Come-on, we’ll get the stuff later” he whispered into his neck breaking off and opening the drivers door and walking to the lift, Connor quickly caught on and made it into the lift before Becker, looking over his shoulder to ask what number, Becker had already reached around and pushed number 9 pulling him back onto his own crutch, Connor wiggled against him breathing heavily.
“God when you were doing that in the car I nearly came thinking of how hot you pert butt would be when I pushed my cock into it” Becker whispered into his neck, he moaned and thrust more heavily back *god that’s so hot talking dirty, I want him so much* The lift pinged and the doors opened, pushing Connor out towards door 16, reaching around him again and unlocking the door, Connor got a brief look at a cream and brown hallway with obvious door frames to kitchen and lounge, before he was turned around and shoved up against the closed front door, a mouth coming down on his own hard and fast sucking in his tongue, Becker’s hands were everywhere rubbing his sides down the front of his legs before coming up under his yellow t-shirt and tweaking his nipples, Connor groaned and bucked his hips up into Becker’s, a electric connection fizzing between them, Becker chuckled dirtily “I need to have you naked in my bed right now” was whispered against his mouth.
Before Connor could even think past naked and bed, Becker had already led him to the bedroom, which was decorated in a blue colours, his t-shirt was off, his pants and boxers were down by his ankles and he was laying on the big bed looking up at Becker who was staring down at him, with a glazed lust look and a pink tongue wetting his lips, causing his own cock to twitch and drip pre-come, as he continued standing there looking at him, Connor shuffled out of his pants etc , opened his legs and put his feet flat on the bed, granting Becker a look at his own hole, Connor blushed bright red and whimpered, it seemed to snap Becker out of his staring and strip fast and efficiently, before setter ling himself between Connors spread legs moaning at the contact of their two cocks. “Connor, I want you, can I?” Becker stuttered before pushing himself up, sliding in the friction and putting one of his fingers fleetingly against his hole, Connor moaned loudly pushing down on the finger and started to whimper “please, Please, Please” Becker laughed and rolled away ignoring the slight mewl from him, before leaning back, with wet lube on his fingers, “okay breath Connor” and pushing a finger in all the way, crooking his finger to find that bump, a keening sound rose from Connor, pushing down on the finger, *Its weird thing, but ohhh so good* Connor thought but muttering out loud “more” and then things got a little blurry from the pleasure, before he could even think again, his legs were up on his shoulders and Becker was pushing his swollen cock into him slowly but steady, groaning above him “Your so tight and hot” Connor reached down and pulled Becker fully into him fast and hard by his ass “stop, i-i don’t want to hurt you” “I, more, please” he spoke in disjointed sentences, his mind turned to goo thinking of how good this was and why hadn’t he done this before, before Becker drew back and thrust into him, hitting that sweet spot inside him, making him moan and keen with it, and then he lost track of time, every nerve ending responding to the pull and push of his cock inside him dragging against his inner muscles, pleasure spiking down his sine, and the utter enjoyment of being filled and kissed. And then it was over, he was cumming so hard that he swear he would black out, feeling Becker coming inside of him pushed him over the edge of the black abyss.
Coming to, he found himself laying under the covers washed of the fluids and Becker looking down on him with a awed expression and a tiny amount of love stroking his face lightly, Connor smiled warmly
“I-“he started, before blushing again
“I like you a lot too” Becker settled down on his back and pulled him onto his chest, Connor smiled and put his leg over both of Becker’s and curled into his side
“I’m glad I waited” he looked up into his face
“You haven’t -“Becker looked down into his eyes with no expression
“No, you’re my first” Becker let out a shocked sound, pulled him harder against him, and then smiled down at him that lit Connor’s entire world
That was the day that Connor completely and utterly lost his heart for the last time.