Sep 16, 2003 16:17
Well i couldn't update yesterday because the computer was being a complete dick head but really it's a good job i didn't update because it would have been not worth my time i sometimes hate my life i quite often all of the time hate myself.so that's what it would have consisted of well i don't want to talk about it but yesterday was a complete and utter fuck up of a life my whole life is a sham quite often of the time depression is such a marvellous thing u think horrible things well i do anyway things i could do to hurt myself and let myself be rid of this planet people would be happier because u know something i know the whole world hates me and thinks i'm a complete stupid bitch who knows nothing and ought to go and fall off a cliff perhaps i should no one would care i hate myself and i just wish there was something i could do about it.
10:15pm last night bed shows something more sleep less life.