heh heh
well...
i've been doing a shit load better =)
better than any of u fags have seen me in a while.
haha
for one thing!
i stopped overthinking things!
well, things that are irrelevant at this point of my life.
haha.
thats a good change for me =D
one bad thing...
i'm starting to think about this firefighter thing...
right now i'm trying to get in the wildland fire academy...
and in the firetech class im in right now
we basically learn about the shit that kills firefighters.
Wildland firefighters (or seasonal firefighters) die way more than regular firefighters
them and voulunteer firefighter.
but when i get out of the wildland fire academy, i plan to go to school to be a reg. firefighter.
but fuck,
is it worth it? haha.
i dunno
the only time i think about this shit is when im drunk tho.
when im sober...
it's like
"well, someone has to do it"
that even when im drunk,
i'm down to help people that need it,
even if they don't want the help, i offer.
yeah but people still don't take u seriously when u offer them help.
eh fuck it.
it's not my job, yet haha
and those have been all my thoughts since the last time i've written in this shit.
peace
i've been doing a shit load better =)
better than any of u fags have seen me in a while.
haha
for one thing!
i stopped overthinking things!
well, things that are irrelevant at this point of my life.
haha.
thats a good change for me =D
one bad thing...
i'm starting to think about this firefighter thing...
right now i'm trying to get in the wildland fire academy...
and in the firetech class im in right now
we basically learn about the shit that kills firefighters.
Wildland firefighters (or seasonal firefighters) die way more than regular firefighters
them and voulunteer firefighter.
but when i get out of the wildland fire academy, i plan to go to school to be a reg. firefighter.
but fuck,
is it worth it? haha.
i dunno
the only time i think about this shit is when im drunk tho.
when im sober...
it's like
"well, someone has to do it"
that even when im drunk,
i'm down to help people that need it,
even if they don't want the help, i offer.
yeah but people still don't take u seriously when u offer them help.
eh fuck it.
it's not my job, yet haha
and those have been all my thoughts since the last time i've written in this shit.
peace