huh?

[suedehead_69]

for the past 2 or 3 weeks things have been really secretive haha.

i'm fuckin tired, but i can't sleep.

or can i?

she's a pain in the ass, she knows it.

oscars party... could be good, or bad.

hopefully i won't care about anything.

that would be good.

really good.

long island ice tea made me throw up, bad time too.

possible nerve damage in my left arm.

it hurts.

i wanna paint. BReW one.

i wanna fight.

i wanna drink.

i need a hug.

i need a drink.

i need some cans.

i need to sleep.

i need to stop thinking so fuckin much.

it's gonna get me in trouble.

i shouldn't care about shit.

that would be easier.

i hate anticipating...

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