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It has been one of those months when nothing seems to go the way it should, events are a mixture of good and bad. July 3, 2003 I had my appendix out. And an unscheduled six weeks on disability. Friends rallied to make sure I had what was needed, since the hospital threw me out on July 4, 2003, at 11 a.m. A good friend stayed with me for a week. Other friends lent me money and made sure that my bed in the loft was brought down to make sure I would have a place to sleep that would not be difficult to get to. I have wonderful friends. This current disability has been weird for about a week and a half, I was very sore and unable to do what I wanted. Now my energy is coming back. This year has been a very big challenge, radiation treatments in January and February, regaining my strength and then having to have my appendix out in July. A constant challenge to my physical and spiritual energy. I am not sure if I have any energy left. At times, I feel normal just to have my energy suddenly leave me. No reserve. Needless to say a constant change of plans. I wish to God or Goddess, that I could have time to catch my breath.