Happy Holidays one and all!
Hello everyone, I haven't posted for a long time. Went through alot lately. My mom died last month on Columbus Day and I have been thinking about and missing Shana alot lately. It seems like holidays bring out the true sadness of her death. I truely miss her each and everyday. Sometimes I find myself buying presents for her but then catch myself and put them back on the shelf or rack. Christmas is suppose to be a season for joy but it also is the month of more suicides than any other. I guess the holidays also bring out depression in people. I know that I have been having the holiday blues lately. But I have put up the tree and decorations, even my doorbell plays Jingle Bells, I am trying....but it will never be the same. March will be 5 years but it seems just like yesterday. I so miss you Shana.