I hope I don't cry today...
more than I already have. My body feels drained lately. I am so tired. I am not sleeping well and I'm exhausted. I almost feel afraid to fall asleep. I am scared of what my dreams may be about...Nothing seems to be going right lately, hopefully spring will come and change my outlook. I miss you Shana banana. I wish you were here with us, making us laugh. I wish we could hold hands again and talk about life. Love you, mom